Depressed Love~ Deamus

Avoiding

its the first year after the war with mcgonagall as headmistress...

Dean POV

"things are finally getting better, the weasley's are not doing so well with aurther's death but harry is getting to live with sirius and his husband remus or as we know him professor lupin and hermione and fred are now living together as well as ron and padma. harry and draco are dating" i explain to my best friend, seamus. "wow that e' lot mate" he answers me in his Irish ascent that I've always been attracted to for some reason, hes sitting on his bed while im in the window seat in the griffindor tower. he asked what all has happend over the summer since he couldn't contact anyone because his mother has had him on lock down incase something bad happens. then i realize that hes laying down on his been dozing off so i leave him be and take a pencil and put it on my drawling paper and close my eyes, then i start to draw. 5 minuets later i open my eyes to see what i drew...

i smile at realizing what i drew. I've a crush on seamus since the year before the war....then suddenly i hear footsteps coming towards me and quickly hide my journal behind my back (everything he drawl's is in his journal) "hey Dee" i hear the most beautiful Irish accent voice in the world say. "hey sea" i say with a smile back then i notice he looks kind of nervous "you ok? i ask sorta worried "um yeah!...im just going to...the library! yeah...the library" i can tell hes lying but i dont say anything then when his back is turned i grab harry's cloak hoping he wont be back up in the dorms anytime soon and notice its missing and follow seamus when i see him turn a corner 4 minuets later *wait that's a dead end hall! why would he be going to a dead end?* when i turn i see a raven-claw girl with brown hair and seamus kissing and my world shatters. i turn and run as fast as i can i scream the password at the portrait and he second its open enough for me to fit in i run in and go straight to my bed and cry....the next thing i know im being waken up by the one person i dont want to see.."wake up dee!" its seamus. "were going to be late! you missed breakfast!" i get up without even looking at him and when we get into the hall i start walking not letting him say a word to me then he catches up but i dont stop walking "whats going on dee?" he asks me then i say something i never thought i would say before let alone with a straight face speeding up on my walking....

Seamus POV

"its dean to you and leave me alone!" i feel a pang in my heart as he says that ad i stop walking *w-what? what did i d-do wrong? d-does he....h-hate me now?* as these kind of thoughts invade me best friend walk farther and farther away from me.....*im sure hes just mad and he'll be back to normal!" little did i know that i was terribly wrong.....