Dean POV
im going crazy!!! first i lost my journal and now seamus has DEPRESSION!! im watching seamus read at the end of a dead end and its just us two when he sighs and sets down the book and i see something that makes my heart skip a beat...
*HE HAS MY JOURNAL!!! OH NO THIS IS BAD!!!* i start freaking out when i hear a sniffle and peek around the corner to continue watching when he speaks "*sigh* I've read this journal about 89 times and no matter how much i read it....ill never get tired of it! i just wish i knew you liked me back then...." he flips to the page where i drew us kissing " i really wish you didn't erase yourself...im not happier without you i mean im fricking depressed because you left!" my heart skips another beat then he starts crying and in between his cries i hear something that made the world go still " I WISH YOU KNEW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU BACK" he yelled and i see him shove the book aside to make sure it didn't get wet *h-he loves m-me back! *w-wait b-but that m-means..* i feel a sharp jab in my heart as i realize *i-i-i made him d-d-depressed!!* and i couldn't stand it and i run to him and hug him and he freezes and looks up at me "d-dean?" he whispers his voice braking "yes its me.....sea" i realize how good it felt to have his arms around me once again and im mad at myself for making him depressed
Third Person POV
they pull apart when seamus says something "im taking me chances" "wh-mph" seamus's and dean's lips were now connected and both boys felt electric run trough them as dean kisses back and they kiss slowly in perfect unison before pulling away they they say three words that they've always wanted to say "i love you"
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Depressed Love~ Deamus
Fanfictionthis is a deamus fanfiction. something happens to seamus, resulting in the end of communication with dean and seamus. will they ever talk again?!?! read to find out!