I wish that I wasn't so numb I'm paralyzed I'm an outcast... Even to my own family I cut myself every day 24/7 My mom is getting me help and is getting pills Pills!? Pills Won't Help Me Fucking Numbness To Pain! I might smile but its not funny I fucking hate my life,I just wanna die... Everyone lies to me... They say that they are gonna help me but I don't believe it They say that they are my friends but I don't believe it I miss my dead loved ones,my only companion I had,I miss my family... They might be there but when I walk around them they treat me like I'm not there's... My mind is torturing me! I buried my feeling a long time ago and they are still alive I feel like one day when I leave or die... My family will forget me... To ease half of my pain... I cut myself I think suicidal thoughts... It hurts... So bad
I want you to read this jut to get a feeling of what I feel like half the time
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Everyone pushes me down... I'm not loved... You guys don't have to care about me or my situations... You guys never did and never will anyways... Sorry for wasting your time on my sorry stupid ass....
