chapter 11

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queensha pov 

I ran as fast as I can I quickly head to the room which was given to me when I reached to my room I plotted my self on the bed and stared to cry in my pillow  I didn't know why I just felt like cry it hurt so much to know my mate reject me who I try my best to open up my heart in the possibility  of loving someone with my hole heart who stick by me through thick and thin who will love me cherish me protect me love all me imperfections all my everything  ugh I need to stop I said to my self and move on my wolf is just upsetting me more cause she just pleading with me to go back to him even though she knows he rejected her stupid mate bond but I feel I shouldn't be angry at her . her other half the person who she will spend the rest of her life with rejected her she just need time to come to realization all the years I have known her she is strong she would stare the devil in his face and say kiss my ass so I don't have to be so worry about her

I quickly mass my sent so no one will no I am in her and disturbed me and ask me a hole lot of stupid question before I have to start crying again or depends on how my body react a punch to the face 

just when I was about to wipe so tears away from my face I felt pain rush all over my body I start to whole on to my stomach and whimper in pain " what is happen to me " I said as tears pour out of my eyes once more " our mate I having sexual contact with  someone " my wolf  said that bitc... ah ah " I shutter  


after a while the pain finally stop opps I mean my mate finished having fun I gather all my strength to take a warm bath to see if it will help me fell better but before that I looked at  the time and saw it is almost evening so I mind link my brother

ace  I am tired I don't feel like eating can I can you apologize for me 

are you ok  what wrong 

nothing I an just tired

you sure

yes just do what I ask 

fine you can rest but if you need anything call me 

cool

good night sis love you 

night ace love you too

i quickly went to the bath room as i was taking off my clothes I took a glance at the mirror and found my face was back to normally the only thing that remains the same is that my eyes are red and puffy like if i was summing in salt water my nose were stuffy and my cheek were flushed with redness no the romantic kind 

author pov

rubbing her  hand across her  face she stop in the mid way . why is it when you love someone  you always  get hurt they are always a mark and horrible memory to remind you how much your heart aced for loving someone like i a movie a man loved this woman so much when she left him for some one else he shot a bullet through  his chest it remains there as scare the price you pay for loving .

the person she loved so dearly had left her to face this scary world full with pain every turn you take. with that she is afraid just to open her heart to love someone. knowing everyday  that the person she love so dearly  she can loss them at any moment of her life or they can hurt her physically and emotionally . she just  want to protect them the persons who is in her heart who she loved so dearly and at the same time she don't want to love thinking they might betray her love at any moment know that  one of them who she love from the time she found out she has a mate her other haft who she will spend the rest of her life with. who she said she will give he all to him begin a virgin up to  now while  other will go and sleep with someone  knowing they have a mate out there. was it all a waste to love is it as waste should she just keep her heart stone hard go through hurting people with no emotion to show like how they  do .

she could help to fell hurt, stupid etc. all these annoying emotions but all that she know she will be alright it is never easy to walk  away to forgive to move on but knowing that she had made up her mind she will live to make her self happy to try to face the fact that life is a mess and you have to make your self happy know one can do that cause happy is a state of mind cause you could look fine from the outside and in the inside you are dying 

she took her bath and went to bed thing what the future hold for her 

hi i finally got over my laziness hoped you like it comment and vote please thank you

all reader if you hold 8 rose in front of the mirror yo will see 9 most beautiful things in the world

can I tell you guys something I fine the TV very educational every time someone turns it on I go to my room and read a book

tatie I am a queen


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