Runaways

You what.....

Saturday was slowly finishing but before I went to bed I had jotted down what I need to take

1. Clothes

2. Money

3. Phone

4. Phone charger

5. Shoes

6. Car keys

7. Drink bottle

8. Full tank of petrol

9. Make up

And there was a few more i had got upto 14 things before my dad knocked on my door

" Jess honey, your still up? "

" Yeah dad "

" Well head to bed now Kay? "

" Yeah dad "

" Love you "

" You two "

He sighed a loud sigh and walked off, rolling my eyes i shut my book and turned my light off before closing my eyes but not falling to sleep.

I ran to the library my bag hitting my back with every movement i made, stopping outside the door trying to get my breathe back checking my watch i saw it said 9: 02 shit shit shit! Two minutes late, wait wait its just HIM! Your not even friends so who cares , i walked in sitting in my normal spot in the travel section, he flew in two seconds after me he looked distressed he saw me

" Sorry sorry im so sorry, i spelt in and i - "

"Luke its fine ! So did i, i only got here "

His eyes widen and he cracked up once he has calm down a little i asked " luke why Did you ask me to meet you here?"

He smiled at me over the table and took a deep breathe

" You come here every Saturday, Starbucks in your hand at 9:00 on the Dot most times with your notebook, laptop and a bag most the time you are wearing skinny jeans, band tee shirts or Tumblr quotes and a beenie and yesturday after seeing you here for so long i thought to finally grow balls and ask why you always come here on a Saturday when I saw Sydney written across your page with travel books i knew you were here for the same reason i am not for some silly school project, your running away too right ?"

I sat there shocked

" But how, what? "

He blushed

" Sorry, i come here alot too i want to run away as well and you never notice me and in the hall ways you look away when you see me and ignore me and I have never seen you at one of my games and you never talk to me or anyone at school and it hurts me and I need to know why! " he smiled.

That's when I got hit.

The boy i hated smiled me a real smile all the girls at school got gooey over his shiny fake one imagine if they saw this i couldn't think. he smiled at ME. AT ME. Not some ugly hoe.

" Jess ?? earth to Jess!"

I looked into his eyes

" I was scared "

" Why?!? "

I sighed " everyone hurts me why would you be different ? " He blushed " and why would I say hi if you never say it or smile at me if you saw me every morning ? " Tears were forming in my eyes but i continue " luke i thought you hated me i grew up with no to little love but from my mum which I hardly saw her, i started to fall in love with you Luke so i hated you like the way you throw your head back laughing and your eyes sparkle and the cute crinkles by your eyes you are smart funny and beautiful you are everything a girl wants in her life, so why the hell would you want me? Im a nobodie so planning to runaway, what's so damn interesting about me that you want to say hey to in the hall ways or even smile at Luke? Im a loser who has no friends so why chose me why would you say hey back you would make fun of me after i left you would say that you are acting to be my friend so people and the teachers think your extra nice and a good kid, you would Luke and that's the truth so while im falling in love with you I bloody hate you and your cliche friends who can go to hell "