Jakes pov- Erika gave birth to our babygirl but..... Erika still doesn't know I wanna comit suicide ... I can't bring that onto her especially right now.... and I can't tell my mom she's the person who gave me a life and I can't tell her I don't want it anymore ... E-Jake? E-Earth?.... to jake?! E-JAKE PAUL! J-Hmm yeah what babe?! Erika rolls her eyes J-What? E-I'm fed up jake!! J-What the frickin hell did I do? E-Your always in your thoughts what the fuck are you thinking about?! J-sorry I'm gonna go on a run E-Yeah okay... Jake goes. Out the house then Erika calls Pam P-Hey sweetie? E-Hi Pam... your in town right ? P-Yeah is everything okay? E-No... can u come to mine and Jakes? P-Ok sweetie 10 minutes later pam shows up P-So? What's up? E-It's Jake somethings wrong but he can't and won't tell me? P-Oh where is he? E-On a run P-God this boy is such hard work ffs E-Yeah... I know P-Where's babygirl? Sorry I didn't get told her name? E-Emma Marie paul P-Aweee bless! Erika smiles P-When's yours and Jakes one year? E-next week P-Aweee yayy! Erika laughs and goes and picks up Emma from her bassinet and takes her to pam P-Can I hold her ? E-Of course *Laughs* Erika passes her from pam Ja-Mama the film ended ! E-Oh buddy Jax walks over to Erika Ja-Hi grandma P-Hi little man Ja-Where's daddy? E-He went on a run Ja-Oh.... he always goes on them E-Yeah I know buddy Ja-Daddy isn't leaving .... right? P-No buddy of course he isn't Emma starts reaching for pams boob P-I think your little lady is hungry Erika laughs and Erika sits down and breast feeds her and she falls asleep so she gets her bassinet in the kitchen so she can watch her
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Jake comes home J-Aweee look at her! Hey baby E-hi love Jake kisses Erika J-Why is my mom here? P-Do u hate me? J-No! P-Good and Erikas worried about you mentally J-How? Why? E-Jax baby go play Ja-Okay Jax walks upstairs and plays with his cars and everyone sits down J-So? E-Jake please just talk to us P-how are u really feeling ? J-Like shit P-And why? J-Cuz I feel worthless ? And wanna comit suicide ? Yeah that's how I literaly have been feeling Erikas eyes start filling with tears and she stares at the wall J-Baby... don't cry... Jake was about to hug Erika when...: E-LEAVE ME FUCKING ALONE! Erika storms out the house and sits in her jeep and cries P-Jake... why? What's happened? J-Social media... life... P-Are you unhappy? With Erika? Kids? J-No I love the 3 of them a lot but maybe what if Erika deserves better than me ... what if jax and Emma deserve a better dad ... p-Honey.... don't feel like that please the kids love you a lot jake and so does Erika , Erika needs you and maybe be more honest with how your feeling because this is the stuff that happens ... if your not honest with feelings J-Yah...okay thanks P-I'm going to speak to Erika J-Okay Pam walks out to the jeep my P-Hey sweetie E-Hi... P-feeling any better? E-Uhm.. yeah I guess it kinda shocked me tho.. P-I think it shocked us all tbh hunny E-Did he say any more? P-He feels like the kids and you deserve a better man E-Ughhhhh no we don't he's amazing and perfect P-Then go tell him than hunny Erika walks inside and hugs jake and he hugs her back E-Sorry for freaking out babe J-It's okay love Erika kisses Jake J-Sorry for not being honest E-It's fine it happens ... J-Yah
