Ja-Daddy mommy can u tell me baby gender now?
E-Sure honey
J-Your gonna have a little sister!
Jax jumps up and down
Ja-YESSS
They all laugh
E-I'm boerd
J-And your sick
E-Ughhhh babeeee
jake lays next to her
Ja-Daddy can I take a nap?
J-Sure
Jake does him some milk and goes to Jaxs room and jax is laying down in his bend and Jake tucks him in and jake kisses his forhead and gives it to him
J-Sleep good buddy
Jax smiles and jake turns of the switch
Ja-Daddy
Jake turns around
J-Yeah?
Ja-I don't want a baby sister
J-U want a brother ?
Ja-No
Jake turns the light on
Ja-I don't want mommy to have baby
J-Why?
Ja-Because you forget about me
Jake picks him up and rubs his back
J-Me and mommy would never forget about you
They kept talking and jax fell asleep so jake turns the light off
E-What took so long?
J-Nothing jax didn't want me to tell you
E-Seriously Jake come on! It can't be that bad he's four
J-He said he didn't want u to have the baby cuz he didn't want us to forget him but I convinced him we won't forget about him
E-Ugh my baby boy is he sleeping?
J-Yeah
E-Maybe the baby was too quick
J-Now your saying our kid is a mistake ? Great way to go Erika!
Jake walks off downstairs and Erika screams into the pillow and once she's done she walks downstairs
E-Jake babe that's not what I ment at all
J-Then what do u mean?
E-I just don't want him to think we're gonna forget about him love!
J-ok... sorry babe Ik your stressed atm and I'm not helping sorry
Erika hugs him
E-It's fine love your stressed to baby
Jake hugs her back
J-Sorry
E-For what?.... love is everything okay?
Jake starts crying
E-Baby! Whats up?!jake come on I'm nervous plz love tell me what's up! It scares me!
They sit up in bed together
J-I keep thinking I'm not even gonna be a good dad and stuff like that *Sighs*
E-Baby don't think like that have u seen you and jax?
J-Yeah...
E-Exactly Jake
Jakes pov-
I wanted to comitt suicide .....: but I have 2 kids ... and a girlfriend and I just couldn't destroy them like that...
