IKON FF :: INSIDE YOU [[ONGOING]]

Chapter 15

Bobby come back after buy a mineral water and some chocolates for you. He know that you always need chocolate when you're sad

"Thanks" you take the plastic from his hand and started bite the chocolate bar

"I love the sky tonight. I rarely appreciate sky this much because I'm not a sentimental person like Junhoe and Hanbin" Bobby said while his eyes looking at the night sky, appreciated the view

You giggled. You offer him the chocolate bar inside the plastic but he bite the one on your hand instead

Rather than looking at the skies, he choose to look at you. He smiled to himself, because you look like a kid with that puffy face holding a chocolate bar

When you noticed he's looking at you, you freeze. You drink the water and wipe the tears from your eyes

"3 years ago..."

He paid full attention to you when you started to talk

"I'm one of the member of musical theatre group, Korean ambassy in the United States of America. I enjoyed the moment when I practiced with them. We dance, we sing, we act, we play around, we go through hardship together and the most important part is, my parents give their permission for me to join the club because they completely understand my interest" you paused, take another bite of the chocolate

"The guy who we met at the club just now, his name is Jay. He's the main character of the theatre and I'm his heroin. We always worked and practice our scene together. He helped me a lot in acting" you paused again, looking for strength to continue the story

Bobby hold your hand and you get the courage to continue

"We need to prepare about 3 months for the performance. I always stick with Jay for the whole 3 months until the others thought that we have some special relationship. After our performance finished, our director want to buy us meals as a celebration for the successful theatre. It all started that night" Bobby gives you the water bottle and let you calm yourself first before continue

"He asked me to follow him to his hotel room because he wanted to take his wallet and phone but he said that his room's lamp are broke. So he asked me to used my torchlight on my phone. I know I'm dumb, so I followed him. Once we reached at his room, he told me to sit at his bed first because he needed to go to the toilet. Suddenly, the door room is locked and of course I was panicked eventhough he's inside. I knocked the door numerous times in the dark. I called his name but he didn't said anything. I'm on the urge to cry so I sat on the floor, giving up"

You continue, "Suddenly I feel his hand touched my shoulder. I'm relieved because I thought he's gonna protect me but he slammed me to the bad. I was clueless and I can't see him so I just act blindly. He seal my mouth using tape and unbutton my shirt. From there I know he's going to do something bad to me. He touched my thighs and kiss my neck. I don't think too long so I kicked his ball so hard. When he grinned, I used the chance to escape. Isn't it weird how I can easily unlocked the door and run away ? I don't have any idea about that too so I just go away from there and come back to my home without greet the others"

"Oh fuck. If I only I'm at the scene..." Bobby grasped his fist

You sighed, "things getting worse the next day. I come to the practice room because I left my things there. When I arrived, they look at me in a disgusted look. I know he told them bad things about me. So I head to my locker and my very best friend throw a stink egg to me. I was shocked and I'm about to punch her face but she said 'I don't want to be friends with a slut like you. Go away from my sight. I'm disgusted' can you imagine my feelings ? I asked her, but she said 'you can wait for other time to fuck him' she's send the image which looks like I'm the one who seduces him and his reaction is like rejecting me. I'm pissed. So I look for him but I'm bump into his friends. They called me slut, they asked me for a one night stand, they asked me how much. I feel dirt, Im disgusted with myself. So I stop, I didn't look for him. I run away to a coffee shop. And I received an email, my director kicked me off from the theatre group. He didn't want me to have a connection with any of the members. I cried so much that day, I wanted to commit suicide, I wanted to asked my dad to sue him. But I know, things won't go that way so I gave up"