Chapter 6

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The atmosphere in the living room is so quiet. No one's talked and everyone just wandering around and think about what has happened to you.

"Chanu yaa. Didn't I tell to not turn on your games sound at the maximum volume ? Look, y/n feels uncomfortable with it" Yunhyeong's mad at Chanwoo.

"Hyung, I didn't turn on my PC to play games today. Who the hell playing games in the morning ?" Chanwoo defence himself because he didn't play computer games today. Why is Yunhyeong accused him about the games sound ?

"Guys, stop bickering. We should think about what has we done to her and why did she say that we're loud ? Something's wrong. Don't you guys think so ?" Bobby step in and asked them.

"I think that she's very tired. That's why she keeps hearing things. Maybe we should give her some space and she needs to rest well. Let's not disturbing her from now on. If she's okay, she will come to us and mix around with us as usual. As for today, don't messed up her mind." Jinhwan finally said something after being quite for so long.

"I agree with Jinhwan hyung. So as for now, just do your own activity since we don't have any practice today. I'll make y/n's breakfast and let her rest at her room. Okay dismiss" as soon as Hanbin said, everyone started to leave.

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Knock! Knock! Knock!

Hanbin entered you room quitely so you won't wake up by his appearance. He puts your breakfast on the table besides your bed.

"Y/n yaa. This is breakfast for you. Don't forget to eat. If you need anything, I'm in my room. Just come anytime, okay ?" Hanbin persuade you to eat and said to you slowly, worry about you will cry and scream again.

"Oppa.." you call him behind the blanket.

"Yes ? You need anything ?" He sits back on your bed when hearing you call him.

You come out from your blanket and look at him. "I'm sorry if I act weirdly just now. I don't know what has happened and I'm so confused with myself" you hold his hand and feel very sorry about the incidence.

"It's okay. We understand that you are tired. Just rest, okay ? Don't pull yourself too much." He pat your head and began to leave the room.

You hold his hand again and asked him to sit down.

"Oppa can you do me a favour ?"

"Yes sure. What is it ?" He holds your hand back.

You looked into his eyes quitely while holding his hand.

"Why y/n ? Is there something wrong with my eyes ?" He touched his eyes and checked if something's happened.

'this is weird' You looked into his eyes again and he freeze at his place. Then you heard,

'why is my heart beating so fast ? Did she heard my heart beat ? Oh my! If she do, I'll embrassed.'

You push his hand. 'i knew it!'

"Thanks oppa. You may go now. I want to rest." You lay down on your bed and covered yourself in a blanket again.

"What ? Oh okay. Have a good rest then. Bye" he leaves your room and confused about your act.

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"Why did I heard about what they say inside of their head ? This must be a mistake. How can I meet them if I keep hearing things ? How to confront with them ? They must be uncomfortable with me because of my screaming and my weird act. Oh shit. This cannot be. I need to do something." It's been almost a day you stay in your room.

"Wait! I think I know how" you clapped your hands excitedly because you just figuring out something.

You open the door and walk to the living room. They're focused at the baseball game on the television. You slowly sit beside Donghyuk and joined them.

"Y/n yaa! You're here! You want to eat something ? You hungry ?" Donghyuk seems excited when he saw you sit beside him. Everyone was distracting and look at you.

"Wait. Did she intentionally want to broke her eardrum ? Why is she listened to the song on the maximum volume ?" Junhoe's point at your headphones.

Yes! This is your alternative way to sit with them. You just discovered yourself that you can hear their voice inside. Instead of acting weird again, you came up with this idea. You put on your headphones and listen to some metal song and put in on the highest volume. So you'll not hear anything they said inside of their head. Metal song isn't your taste but you've got no choice. You have to do it since metal song have a loud music.

"I can hear what song's she listened to. Did she wants to feel the concert vibe ?" They started to worry at you again

"Y/n yaa. Why are you listening to the music at the maximum volume ? Y/n yaa" Bobby's called you

Jinhwan waved his hand at your face and you were startled

"Are you okay ?" Jinhwan asked

"WHAT DID YOU SAY ??!!" you scream to him because you can't hear what he say

They're shocked when you screaming. "Seriously ? She didn't hear us ? Do we need to scream also to talk with her ?" They sighed.

"ARE YOU OKAY ?!" Jinhwan scream at you back

"WHAATT ?!" You shaked your head showing that you don't understand a thing

"Hyung hyung. There's no use if you scream like that"  Chanwoo stopped Jinhwan from replying your screaming. He removed the headphones and stared at you.

"What's the matter, y/n? Are you okay ?" He talked to you as soon as your headphones deprived from your ears.

"I.. err I... Ugh nevermind" you grabbed your headphones from Chanwoo's hand and ran into your room

"I know. Something's wrong with her. It's just we don't know what is it." Chanwoo said.

"Should we called her for dinner ?" Yunhyeong asked

"No. Just let her be. She won't come out anyway" Hanbin said and look into your room.

'what is wrong with you ?'

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