I'll Change For You

The Night It All Began

I've now finished my tenth episode of Gilmore girls on Netflix and I think I need to to eat , when I reach the kitchen all the lights are off , I decide that I'm not that hungry and rush back to my room. I hope I put the TV on pause . When I enter the room Im relieved to see the TV on pause even though I could just rewind, but I just don't like spoilers I like to go whith the story and not see what's gonna happen  phone keeps buzzing next to me , I already know who it is. It's my best friend, well my only friend Jordan , I know it's him that is bombarding my phone , I'm reluctant to look why his texting because it's always the same thing, "_can you pick me up here by this party and drop me at that party_". The buzzing sound doesn't stop eventually I give in , like always. I pick up my phone and I look at the time , it's 12:30 , luckily it's Friday night other wise I would be tired for school the next day. I stand to my feet and put on my bed slippers I quickly check in the mirror if I look decent , well my hairs in a messy bun and a few thin long strands rest on my face, I don't bother to fix it , I quietly exit the house. my dad's sleeping on the couch , guess him
"and my mom had a fight again ,they have plenty of those mostly over nonsense but there doesn't go a day by that those two doesnt fight. The sound of the screeching door opening almost wakes my father "cassy" he asks whith his eyes closed "yeah" I answer but he doesn't reply , I walk out the door "brrr" its freezing . I rush to the car the minute I climb In and turn up the heat , the relieve I feel when the warmth enters my body from my feet is amazing I sit a few minutes enjoying the sensation and check my phone it's still buzzing this God damned idiot , I cancel his call and put my phone down. I have a low tolerance whith Jordan and so does he whith me so we even. That's one of the reasons our relationship works . We are complete opposites he has lots of friends, girl friends , and goes to every God damned party , I have zero friends , I'm good whith that because everyone is fake living there fake lives and entertaining one another's fake shit. I have never dated anyone in my entire life , I've never bothered. I've been asked out to the school ball once or twice but as always I rudly decline and spend my night in the house Netflix binging. It's better this way everyone gives me crap about it but I don't care really I enjoy what I do. While driving, a car jumps the red light and almost bumbs into me, and I scold whith the elderly man and he just roles his eyes. When the light turns red I drift away showing the man middle finger . Irresponsible ass hole that that he is I think to myself.
I pull up to the house , same as usual. Carlys house my mortal enemy , I laugh to myself at the thought "you laughing whith yourself" a thick voice makes me jump I look up at the widow which is rolled down slightly an unfamiliar face whith pale white skin, black hair moved up side ways in a attractive way i geuss and Grey blue eyes stares at me whith a small grin , I stare a few seconds or minutes before I answer "what are you looking at ass whole I answer" he gazes at me whith shock In his eyes, I have this feeling In my stomach i can't explain it but I'm sure it's because of the sight I front of me his his , I can't find the words, his hot . "such a pretty face whith such a vulgar mouth" his lips part and soft laughter comes out into the air making me smile. Why the hell am I smiling I never smile, so why the hell whith a stupid stranger I quickly remove the hideous gesture from my face and look forward ignoring his thick voice "hm" he says waiting for a answer that he isnt going to get, fool, I think to myself . "sorry for taking so long carlys friend Jane or I think Jade was all over me" jordans thick British accent breaks the tension as he enters the car his breath reaks of vodka , I take in the bit that he says to me and I feel like I wanna barth , but reliefed because this screep is still standing staring at me and I feel like I want to ride over him. "it's cool" I sigh as if I don't give a crap. He gets in and so does the creep, "what the" I say whithout thinking, the words just left my mouth. "his my friend and he needs a lift home, if you don't mind". "ofcourse I do mind its heading to 1:00 and I'm not driving around whith a stranger this late "I say trying to be intimidating, "it's fine I will walk". The Stanger says in a nervous almost intimidated way, damn right it's fine. "get in the damn car." the words escape my mouth not agreeing whith my thoughts. Surprisingly I don't want to take them back as his scent fills the car its calming and refreshing I can't exactly put my finger on the scent. I start the car , "so who am I dropping first" I ask hesitantly I don't want to be alone whith this person, this person who puts a feeling in my stomach , a feeling I've never felt before .