I'll Change For You

My Own Personal Stalker

The past few week went by swift and easy to my surprise. Thats not the only surpising thing that happened this past few week, jordan and i have become much closer, and i no longer just look at him as someone i can just tolerate, but as someone who i enjoy being around. I know right, like how the hell  did that just happen. Well let me rewind.

So after that awfully sappy moment btween us when he showed up to my house to apolagize and i offered him a lift home well i dont know if it was just like this for me but it was as if something between us had changed, im pretty sure he felt it too, it was like we were more comfortable. Weird right. We have known each pther since forever and yet we weren't comfortable. Well now we are and all it took was a fight and a apology.

Maybe it just made me feel like i can trust him. And i literally trust noone.

After that we actually started randomly texting each other, not only him messaging me to pick him up by a party, but actually him messaging me and asking me how my day was and believe it or not i actually reply and not only do i reply, i reply with decent enough answers and to top it all off i would even every now and then ask him how his day was going. I know i might sound a little extaravagant about all of this but a few weeks ago i wouldnt of even considered replying to the dumbass or if i did it would be a response filled with cuss words.

Jordan and i hung out quite a few times these pass few weeks as well. Twice was by my house, he called me and said he was bored, and i said that i was too. So he decided to just randomly end up on my front doorstep. I was about to kick his ass off  my front porch, until he did the whole puppy dog eye face thing and no i did not fall for it, i just considered the fact that he was not gonna leave so why put myself through the misery of trying to to convince him too.

And i did not regret it, because the night was actual reallly fun, well more fun than i usually have on a friday night.

We watched the whole divergent series, which i love amd turns out jordan loves too we finished the last series at 11:30. Which is the time jordan said he will leave, but when he checked the time again and it was 11:31 and he said he couldn't leave until 12 because it apparently just didnt feel right an goes against everything he does. I didnt even bother to protest with the idiot and his idiot logic. So we sat there eating ice cream, talking about the stupidest stuff laughing our asses off. When suddenly he decided to say the stupidest thing on earth. He said and i qoute. "you're so pretty". And just like that i stopped laughing feeling a slight blush. He just stared at me for a while and then said he was so sorry and that he didnt mean to make it awkward and that he does not have a crush on me. Yeah i laughed at that one. He  then looked at a lost for words and i could even see his face turn a bit red. "is jordan forns the player of all players blushing ".

I had to say something the kid was suffering and i had to take advantage of it.

"cassidy allison watson, i feel like you are enjoying this way too much".

Those were the words he said before he started torturing me in the wrost way possible, tickling the worlds most cruel torture.

I shout, scream and kick in all directions, im ofcourse not in the least bit succesful. Jordan is ontop of me i can barely breath with his weight on me he is a literal giant. I try my best to push his 6,2 ass off me but he continues poking at my sides and i continue laughing like a evil witch gremlin.

"aww finally you have a fucking boyfriend cassidy". Jordan and i both turn our heads in shock, its my dad drunk as ever at the door.

"oh its just you" he adresses jordan.

"ofcourse my daughter would never have a fucking boyfriend, do you know you are her only friend.

Jordan is now off me.