Writings From When Im Emotional

Insecure

Yes I am insecure, that's what happens when most of the people in your life call you fat, ugly, say you'll never be able to get a not fuck-boy boyfriend because you're too redneck and other shit like that non-stop. That moment when someone tells you something and you want to believe them, but deep down you know the truth, and you feel empty because they felt the need to lie Instead of telling the truth or saying nothing at all. That's how I feel when I get compliments, I'm so used to insincere or mocking compliments and jabs about everything I am and do that none seem sincere to me. So I'm not trying to be rude if I don't except a true compliment, I just don't know how to react to them cuz I very rarely get them...