Worse Than This (Reverse Double D x Reader)

Silence ~ 3 ~

As I was walking home, I couldn't help but think of Kevin.
Did he hate me?
Did I hurt him somehow?
Is it because Edd took me away from him during science class?

I sighed, opening the door to my house.
Dad must've gone to the bar already.
I thought as I went to my room, throwing my backpack down as I changed into more comfortable clothes.

Pulling out my phone, I decided the text Kevin.

Y: Hey Kev, did I do something wrong? Please tell me if I did. I didn't mean to do, whatever I did. :(
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Y. .. Kevin?
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I called him.
Hey, this is Kevin! I can't pick up the phone right now, but I'll call back later! Peace!

I sighed.
Why was my best friend ignoring me?
I didn't do anything!

I took his hat off, staring at it.
I felt a pain in my chest.
Like someone stabbed me there.

I started getting choked up, holding back tears.

My best friend probably hated me.
I have no clue how to fix it.
He won't even look at me.

Fuck it.
I said, setting his hat down as I smacked my head into the pillow, forcing myself to sleep, crying a bit.

Kevin's PoV;
I stared at the messages from Y/N, tears threatening to drip down my face.
She was my best friend, and I just ignored her like she was nothing.
I felt horrible, but Im not letting Edd hurt her.

~ time skip ~

(Still kev's pov )

Y/N had been quiet all day.
She didn't even talk to Rolf when he said hi to her, and ignored Jimmy and Sarah fighting in front of her locker.
What shocked me most was she even ignored Eddy's insults that he thrown at her a bit ago.

As I walked to my locker, unfortunately placed next to hers, she shot me an emotionless look.
I forced myself not to look back.

She sighed, slamming her locker shut.
Without words, she set my hat on the top of my locker, walking off.

As I turned to her, I felt a pair of eyes on me.

Edd was watching me like a hawk.

I glared at him before slamming my locker shut.

The dissmissal bell rang as I slung my backpack over my shoulder, putting my hat back on my head as I walked out.

Y/N's PoV;
My sadness soon dissapeared into anger.
I helped Kevin out for the time I was here.
He told me constantly he couldn't live without me.
I guess it was all a lie.
I thought I actually meant something to someone for once.
He made me believe I was helpful but then threw me aside like I was trash.
And I didn't even do anything wrong.

I fought back and fourth in my head as I walked home.
I could feel my face heat up as I saw Kevin.
He's got something coming to him.
I huffed as I stopped across the street to him.

He looked up at me with narrowed eyes.

"What?"
He asked.

I grabbed the neck of his sweater, pulling him down to my height.

"What is wrong with you?"
I hissed.

He blinked.
"Me? What's wrong with you?"
He retorted.

"Me? You've been ignoring your friend for no damn reason! I didn't do anything! Is this about science class?! I had nothing to do with Edd pulling me away!"
My voice got gradually louder as the rage began to boil.

Kevin pushed me away, but it was hard.. it was like a gentle shove.

"It's because you're a psycho b-bitch!"
He stammered out.

I paused.

"Psycho bitch, huh? Who was the one who made you feel better when you were sad? Kevin, I've only known you for a week and I felt like you were the only person I could trust. And then you just ignore me like I'm nothing. And I'm the psycho? Yeah, think about that for a moment, idiot."
I glared.

He looked taken aback, as if he wasn't expecting me to respond back.

Kevin clenched his hands into fists.

Is he gonna punch me?

I thought before he turned and continued to walk.

What the hell is wrong with him?!