DARKNESS IS MY ADVENTURE

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Today is may fourth the most dreadful day in my life. I can't stand may fourth.in fact I think about my existence on this day. Its been exactly two weeks since I had the motivation of my life to go and save the world. Four years twohundredsixtytwo days three hours and five minites since my parents died. It was not all sunshine and rainbows figuring out at age ten that your parents died in a fire. Worst thing is that they died right in front of me......it was painful. Like a cat jumping off as roof like a needle shooting through my heart.

I felt like I was falling out of the sky. One...two...three...four...etc. time was moving slow. I was still falling from the sky. Why? why did it have to be me? So many questions I can't have the answer to. My dad almost survived but there was no use. He was as good as dead either way it went. That was the day I almost gave up. But then again, I realized I have too much to live for

I wish they could see me today. They would be happy. They would smile down at me and say "look at what we made" "this is our creation" that's what they would say. They used to look down at me and shake their head side to side.

Then they would say "you look just like your brother" although I don't remember having a brother. I always found it weird that they would whisper it as if I can't hear them. I always thought hey where talking about my friend zodiac. Zodiac was like a brother to me. He acted like one to. He was overprotective and kept me in my place and guarded me like a werewolf fighting for its mate. I don't know where he is now.

I start recalling all the perfect moments I've had with my family. Tears start pouring down like a waterfall

. That's when I realized life sucked. All it does is bring you to this cruel world. then it has the nerve to take all your loved ones away. You have to stay on this world knowing that you're going to die today or tomorrow or in years all you know is that you're going to die. I.HATE.LIFE. what point does it send down to humanity? Living sucks and one day everyone will realize that where trapped on this cruel place waiting to end.

Worst thing about death is that you don't know when you're going to die nor do you know the date. Then we have no where to escape it sucks. But this phase of life will be over soon. Probably by tomorrow.

What I mean by that is that I will be eating sour patch kids by tomorrow watching an old and I mean very old power puff girls' episode.

A/N leave your questions and comments

PS am I the only one who likes the power puff girls

-randomlife06