I'd rather go blind (Royce)

Not again ...

|jacob|

So this month has been beautiful

I've grown alot I feel like popping them out

Chres took me out so far on 4 or 7 dates

Pregnancy brain

My baby shower passed a month ago I enjoyed myself a lot

And yea chres is out buying me my favorite muffins and ice cream and fro yo (that's how it's spelled right )

And it's 12:00 in the afternoon

So by time he comes back imma take a nap

|chres|

I walk in the store to get jacob his stuff and seen her leave out but stopped

??? : hey bae

Me : look I'm not your bae I only have 1 bae and that's - gco

??? : that's me right ??

Me : no bahja what you are crazy

Bahja : crazy for you

Me : crazy for me my ass you had your chance but you blew it by going for Ray now that I have jacob I'm only crazy for him

That's when I blacked out

|bahja|

IM CRAZY FOR HIM HE SHOULD BE CRAZY FOR ME JACOB MY ASS

NOW I SAID EITHER IF CHRES DOESNT COME TO ME I EITHER KILL JACOB OR LEAVE HIM AND TAKE CHRES

SINCE IM NICE ILL WAIT TILL HIS BABY IS BORN

TO BE MINES

I took him in my car but injected him first with something I call the bahja drug I wouldn't call it just drugs I just call it bahja drug

If you got injected by the bahja drug you will be out in 0.3 seconds and wake up but you'll be drousey you know what I mean

Ugh you wouldn't know what your doing

|chres|

I wake up to bahja kissing on me

Then she started striping me

I knew what was leading I so I did it the protective way

............

I woke into someone bed I look over to see

Bahja

Jacob is gonna kill me I looked under the sheets

I'm naked oh no no

This can't be happening I started to leave

Babe were you going she started pulling me

"IF YOU DONT GET YO GAHDAMN" I pulled her off of me

"THIS IS ONLY JACOBS BODY AND MINES OKAY I ONLY MAKE LOVE TO JACOB NOT SOME PINK HEADED HOE ! "

And I stormed out I heard her say something but I can't

I drove to that one person that would give me advice

My mom ...

I reached at my moms house and knocked

My mom answered and was holding my 1 year old brother

"Oh my son I missed you how are you and jay"

"We are good it's just one thing"

"What is it ?"

"Icheatedonjacobwithbahjaimafraidthathewontfogivemebutthethingisshedruggedmeiswear"

"Wait what I didn't understand "

"I cheated on jacob with bahja im afraid that he wont forgive me but the thing is she drugged me i swear"

"It's okay he should understand you but if anything just call me or come here "

|jacob|

It's been 6 hours what the hell 6 long hours

I seen chres come through the door "where have you been ?"

.......

"You know what we actually do need a break this is the 2nd time chres why ?"

"Then who was it huh"

"Bahja"

"It's okay chres man I just can't do this right now" I closed the door in his face

I slid Down and cried I held my stomach

"Man I don't want you babies to grow fatherless "

|chres|

I slid down crying

I didn't mean it i really didn't

...2 weeks later...