I'd rather go blind (Royce)

Hospitalized/Depression

|chres|

The ambulance came ... They took him to the hospital but right before we reached the hospital

Jacob said something

"Pull over"

"Wait why were so close to the hospital "

"Chres please pull over"

"Okay"

|jacob|

I wasn't feeling good again I feel like I can throw all my insides out again

"Chres pull over "

"Wait why we're almost at the hospital"

"Chres please pull over"

And he pulled over

I waited then started throwing up all my insides

Chres came out the car and went to my side

"Are you ok?"

"Yeah just feeling a little sick "

"Okay, we will stop to get you some tea okay ? "

"Okay "

........

..At hospital..

|chres|

We walked in the hospital

"Umm can I see ???.. "

"Sure room 342" the nurse said

I walked in to see him laying lifeless in the bed I broke down to tears

The doctors told me he had slipped in a coma and they don't know when he was gonna come back out

I walked over , jacob took a seat

"Man , kaimen it's hard .... Really hard to see someone so close to me laying here

I know you can hear me

And at one point I'll have to accept the fact that you'll live or die but whatever it is I'll try to stay strong

I'll always remember you regardless

I love you man" I said as now the tears were flowing from my eyes

Jacob got up and started comforting me

"Babe I know.. it's hard but let's go home okay ? "

I just simply nodded

(A/n: if y'all wondering before they went to the hospital they dropped the twins to they grandma)

....a few days after....

|jacob|

Chres has been a total wreck knowing that his bestfriend is in a hospital bed he really is going throughout depression

All he would do is play with the babies

Oh and the babies next month is their birthdays and something didn't seem right

All time the twins would watch at each other laugh then look back into space

|chres|

I started playing with the twins just talking to them about how great jacob is they keep giggling but I don't know babies giggle all the time right

I started getting tired facing the fact I never slept in 2 days , yea I said 2 days

I put the twins in there crib and put in a movie so they can watch it till they fall asleep

I started feeling my self dozzing off

..The dream ..

Me and him we started playing grounders and he was it that's when I met jacob and him at the age of 3

We all watched as he started coming towards us with his eyes close then instead of touching us he knocked his head on a pole ....

Me and jacob rushed to him

"Oh no you okway ?" I asked

He started crying

I didn't know what to do

"Aw my baby are you okay" his mother approached us

He shook his head

"What happened ?"

"I got a boo boo" he said frowning

....

We were 14

Me and him got closer , and I think that was when me and jacob started dating

He was always such a player but he had such a kind heart

18

We both lit up a blunt 🚬 with jeremih and the others

That was when we committed our first crime

We killed her , we all had that same dream , she forgave us ... but that never stopped ....

BANG BANG !

As he shot at him

"I told you I needed my money . this is what you get ... "

He then fell to his knees

"Man I said I would never do this again forgive me "

We all had that same dream

And once again he forgave us

We .. well I was at this place I don't know where though

As we gather here today on this burial of kaimen Andrew derome john...

I was at K's funeral ... No no this cannot be happening

I felt a tap to the shoulder it was him himself

K: this dream was such a flashback huh ... You need to tell jacob and tell him soon trust me .. if I die well in reality I'll be your guardian angel okay .. love you lots bro K double r for life my homie

Tears started streaming down his face

....

I woke up crying and everything I need fresh air man ..

Out of all people me and k were the closest

I went inside my car and started driving to the .....

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A/n: bruuuhhhhh ... I'll do 3 updates for y'all cuhhh I gawt tew go tew bed early

But yeah weren't y'all confused I was shoot ...

Shoot what did you think of chres dream ....

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