I'd rather go blind (Royce)

Lets talk it out

A/n: hehehe I thought this song goes with this title cause you know how jacob and chres was ... About how chres will go blind for jacob yeahhhh "used to be ".. It's mostly focused on chres and jacob ...

|jacob|

I thought we needed to talk ... We were still in the hospital but in about a few a hours ... I guess when we go home well talk cause .... I'm tired

At home ~

So we reached home chres helped me with my stuff and I seen Japhe on the couch sleeping I just continued on going upstairs

Once we got settled in there was silence ... And I broke it

"Chres ?'' I asked

"Yeah ?" he said turning towards me

"I think we need to talk like honestly .... but I won't get mad at you and you won't get mad at me ... we need to handle it like real parents "I said

"Oh okay" now I had gotten his full attention

"So jacob ... Honestly I didn't think we were gonna make It as in this marriage ... yes I decided to make it worst on cheating with you 1 time ... but now only that I went back into doing drugs ...

I looked at him with disappointment

I know I know .... What I did was wrong .... hell everything I do is wrong ... jacob why me? " He asked

I looked at him like he has lost his mind

"Why you ? what do you mean why you? " I said

"Out of all 346 kids in our school I was the lucky one " he said talking about when we first started dating

I felt his forehead and looked at him like he was crazy

"Okay first of all I chose you because all the people I ever went out with broke my heart " I said

"But I've broke your heart multiple times" I heard him mumble

"And yes I know you did every one will and should know from their mistakes chres .... I'm not perfect neither are you .... okay ... I chose you cause you weren't like the other guys you were somewhat one in a million you never used me for anything ... I wanted to be with you forever ... cause one I knew you was gonna have my babies and 2 I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you "I said now crying I looked at him he was looking down

"Jacob I still don't get it I broke your hearts so many times .... I'm a disappointment to you face it jacob !!! "he said now crying and yelling

I walked over to him and he stood up and we both gave each other hugs

"Look I love you okay your my first love your the first one I ever love" I said meaning it from the heart

I said looking at him

Then we kissed and chres left to put the baby down in her crib and them we went to bed

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A/n: this was bad right I know .... Ay don't judge the song that I chose 😊

I think I'll just post and epilogue and yeah further notice for book II

Ohhh and thank yallll again for the 400 votes ... I want y'all to check out my other stories while y'all wait on another chapter or sequel ...

It would really mean it 😊😊😊