Chapter 17: I Feel Free

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~Samantha's P.O.V~

It took like forever for the elevator to go to my floor. Every floor symbolizes my relationship with Nash.

First floor: First time we met.

Second floor: He bullied me.

Third Floor: First kiss.

Fourth Floor: Magcon.

Fifth Floor: He apologized.

Sixth Floor: We fight

Seventh Floor: I hate him.

Eighth Floor: I love him.

The door dings letting me know I have reached my floor. I walked out of the elevator slowly, trying to wipe my tears, but more and more kept falling down.

I knocked the door and seconds later Mahogany opened, a worried expression plastered on her face.

"Thanks for abandoning me down there" I said while entering to the room.

"I'm sorry, I thought you guys had things to talk about, alone..." she said. I sat in the bed and started crying uncontrollably. Mahogany came beside me and hugged me tight while caressing my hair.

"Is okay, everything will be fine"

"How would you know? I just can't take it anymore...I just want the pain to stop" I said. Mahogany's phone buzzed. She grabbed it and read the text.

"I have to-"

"Do something, don't worry...I will be fine" I said and forced a smile.

"You sure?" she asked. I nodded. She kissed my forehead and walked out of the room. I saw my suitcase in one corner and went to pick it up. I needed my make up remover.

When I opened it I saw something I feared ever seeing again.

M-m-my razor?

How the hell did that thing was still there!? Maybe I never threw it away, and it just stayed there in the suitcase from when I went to my first Magcon.

I stared at it for a bit. Dried blood was still there. It disgust me from just seeing it.

"You hurt me. All this years. When I thought you were my only friend, it wasn't me speaking...It was my damaged heart. You're not my friend, I don't need you anymore. Even when I'm hurt, you're not the only option for me to feel better. Not anymore" I said staring at the razor.

I went to the bathroom and threw it away.

I felt much better. I got on my knees and tears of happiness were now falling, a weak smile crept on my lips. I stared at my wrist.

'Stay Strong'

"You have no control over me anymore. You're way gone. The old Samantha that was a victim. The helpless and joke in this world is way dead and gone" I said aloud.

I stood up and went to grab my make up remover. When I finished, I went to grab my phone. I opened twitter.

'Don't let anyone tell you that you can't do something. Go for it and do your best. And if you fail, get up and try it again'

I put tweet and in a minute, I had 1,209 favorites and 499 retweets.

I smiled. This is me. I wanted always to inspire others to do their best, to never give up. I almost gave up...

"Nash saved me" I thought to myself.

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A/N~ I hope you liked it and----------

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