His ex-wife // Jung Wooyoung

ch.21

Breanna's pov

I pushed him off of me,
"What the fuck?!" I yelled, I wasn't going to make the same mistake TWICE. Even though the warm, explosive feeling of joy erupted inside of me.

Yep, not gonna happen.

He looked at me strangely and slowly processed what going on.

"I told you kissing you last time was a mistake. I learn from my mistakes."

“Are you that thick Breanna?! Don't you fucking see that I know I've messed up? I'm trying to fix us but it never works!!” He yelled

“Alright, listen Wooyoung, you've tried to make it work? If you tried to make it work then why did you force me to live with you? If you tired to make it work then why do you make me feel like i don't control my own life anymore? If tried to make it work then why do you let other women cling onto you? You were about to have sex with someone last week!!” I yelled at him

in the moment, that flash of anger protected me from the pain. If I relieved and day, I will try to get more strength, too blind trust. I never understood before why he did take control of my life; I do now, he regrets it. It eats him up inside. That woman, he regrets it, but he'll live with it for his whole life. But there's one thing Wooyoung needs to know if he really wants to fix things. Love isn't possession.

“I'm sorry, I know what I did for years ago was unacceptable. I know what I did a week ago was disgraceful. But I mean it when I say I'm not letting go this time” he stated, he tried to hide his emotions but I could see straight through the facade when I looked at him in the eyes, he was breaking. I was breaking; we both were breaking, but I don't want us to break.

“I love Wooyoung, I really do but I don't trust you. There are two different things and you can have a relationship without both. So I'm sorry, but unless I can trust you, you're just my children's father.” I said. “I need to check on them” I said quietly, but enough for Wooyoung to hear. I knew he was still sitting down, but I couldn't look at him, not right now.

I started to rethink my words, did I say the right things?

I knew that I can maybe just be friends with Wooyoung, but Lord knows that neither of us can't just be friends.

I feel like Jennie’s face covered in Black doodles, presumably from a marker, she was on the verge of tears. I look over to see Jaehyun and he was in fact holding a marker.

“Jaehyun oppa drew on my face!!” Jennie started crying, I looked at Jaehyun and once he saw his sister's tears, regret covered his face. I don't think he wanted to make her cry. He hate saying his sister crying, once I got a call from his preschool saying he was having a tantrum towards somebody because they call his sister stupid and ugly and she started crying. “Jennie won't let me be the dragon!!” He whines, so regretting his decision but not wanting to get in trouble.

I look at them incredulously before coming to the conclusion not to question the twin fight.

“Jennie come with me, Jaehyun, put the marker away and don't come out of your room. You can't draw on someone's face.” I said, trying to hide my slight amusement for the situation

I took Jennie to the bathroom and tried to get the marker off her face as gently as possible with a towel. I didn't know whether this was adorable or annoying.

Once satisfied with getting all the ink off, I went back into Jennie and Jaehyun's room, to find Jaehyun all grumpy, crossing his arms on the bed, with appa talking to him. I knew Jaehyun had always had a temper, so I was assuming Wooyoung was talking to him about what he did.

Jennie's hand was in mine and I sat next to Jaehyun and Jennie sat next to me.

“Jaehyun say sorry for drawing on your sister's face.” Wooyoung ordered

“Mian hamnida Jennie” Jaehyun, “and Jennie, say sorry for bit playing nice with your brother”

“Mian hamnida Jaehyunnie”

I looked at Wooyoung incredulously, I had never been able to set out an argument with the kids that easily. He saw the shock on my face and smirked.

“Alright, now go run along and play” he told them still looking at me. I stood up and left the room, heading towards our bedroom and sitting down on the bed.

“I'm sorry” I heard ligand voice say from the door. I waited for him to say something else.

“I shouldn't have kissed you when I knew you didn't want to.” He didn't know that I did want to, but we all know what a kiss leads to and I don't know if I want what's left of our relationship to lead into anything.

“It's alright” I said quietly, he took a seat next to me on the bed and I looked at him

“If I'm going to live with you and pretended to be a happy family, I think I should stop being so stubborn with you. So why don't we end these little arguments and start off as friends!!” I told him and he sighed, “do you really think we can just be friends when we love each other?” He asked, confused with I was suggesting.

“I know we can't, this can either go two ways. Terribly or amazingly. So why not try to build up this trust.” I suggested and his eyes lit up

“So you're giving me a chance?” He asked hopefully

“I'm saying this once I finally trust you, we'll see if we still have feelings for each other” I told him and he smiled sheepishly, which was surprisingly since he usually kept this strong image to everyone.

“Good enough for me.” He said and it made smile unknowingly

“But this doesn't mean we're together again, Wooyoung.” I reminded him and his smiled dropped a bit

“Deal!!”