Please Dont Go

Chapter 8

Lisa:

Finally Ross was out of my site, life I was so sad I was depressed we rode in the car for 3 or 4 days and we finally got there when we got there it was night so took out my PJ's and went to sleep. next morning I woke up did the usual and packed up my dad went off to work at his new job after I Finished I had to go with my mom to explore our new place and buy Food I was so depressed I wore black clothes and black shoes when we got in the car and into the market my mom said "honey why are you dressed all black? " "because I'm depressed " "about What?" "ROSS MOM YOU SHOULD KNOW THAT!" "DO NOT RAISE YOUR VOICE AT ME LIKE THAT!" she yelled back I starred at her and then looked away then she said "you have to move on Lisa" "I can't mom I can't i love Ross and I won't stop loving him" and I started crying.

* 2 hours later*

We were back at the house and I went up to my room and put sad songs on my phone, dressed in black, biting my nails, I just kept thinking about Ross and What I would do without him. I decided to cut. I grabbed a pocket knife laying on top of my drawer and started cutting I cried and cried and I guess I cried to loud because my mom came In and said "Lisa sweety What's wrong " she started crying "Lisa Oh my gosh Lisa honey why would y-you cut yourself " "mom I'm depressed i-I just really miss him I love him so much mom" I said crying of misery and pain. She then hugged me so tight "mom it's best if you leave my room" I told her, she got up crying and my mom left the room. When she left I was left thinking again about all those magical moments with Ross, the perfect kiss and everything.

*2 months later*

It was thanksgiving day and my mom had said to come down and eat and new thankful for stuff I yelled downstairs "mom I'm not going to the table!" "Lisa you have too!" "Mom I don't have nothing to be thankful for the love of my life has left" she sighed and I went running upstairs I threw myself on the bed and started crying , I prayed in my head God please all I'm asking for is for you to let me see him again please amen I got up and went downstairs I got a cookie and some milk, after I went upstairs and went to sleep in the clothes i was.

~next morning

I woke up depressed just great another day of depression I thought to myself. "Well there is nothing I can do about it" "I dressed in and dressed I color but I asked my mom if she would take me shopping for black clothes but she gave me this stare that said don't even think about it so i rolled my eyes and faced the window. when we got back home I got on my computer and to my surprise there were tickets for R5 concert, R5 was going back on tour I purchased some tickets. I was excited but sad too and I tried to pick seats that weren't near thr front so he wouldn't notice me.

~December

It was finally the day of the concert I arrived around 6:50 and the concert started at 7:00 by the time they started singing Loud I noticed that Ross began to stare at me he cpupdnt get his eyes off of me so he basically stared at me through out the whole concert but I didn't ignore, I stared back once in a while our eyes met but then I looked away . I also stared at Riker and Rydel but they didn't notice cause they didn't stare back. After the concert was over I noticed Ross looked sad but also curious and I of course I felt sad but also sad I enjoyed that last look before they left and he stared right back.

~11 months

I was there in my room when I saw my guitar just sitting there I decided to try and do something else and I picked it up remembered my guitar lessons and started practicing the song Stay With Me that Ross sang to me before I left. By the end of the day I had the song I decided to play the song and sing along with it. After I Finished I heard my door open and it was mom and dad they both said "that was beautiful" I smirked and strummed a note on the guitar when suddenly my mom had to ask the big question, again "honey have you forgotten about you know r-ross?" I dropped my guitar pick and looked at the ground my eyes got watery and my face felt hot. I said "n-no I haven't you know guys it's best if you can please leave my room" they both looked at each other and left, dad pulling the door shut behind him.

~november

Before I knew it it was November again and we all went to the table for thanksgiving and we were all holding hands getting ready to prey when my mom told dad "it's time" I looked at both of them puzzled. Then dad looked at me smiling and he told me "honey we are moving back to California" I freezed in shock of happiness I couldn't move a muscle until I reacted and said "I-I" I pinched myself and thought Lisa your dreaming wake up and after I pinched it hurted so I stopped. I looked at dad and mom and started crying of happiness, if joy, that I would get to see Ross again "I jumped into my dad's arms and said "thanx dad, thanx" I pulled back and said "howcome?" "Because I rather quit my job then see you depressed for the rest of your life" I looked at him and smiled." Around 2 days before Christmas Eve we will new there" my dad said. Then my mom took a deep breath and said "Well how about we all prey" after we preyed we ate and we went to sleep. I smiled and smiled of happiness and said thanx God thanx and went to sleep

~December 20

It was 11:53 and we were all packed up and heading towards California

~December 23

We arrived one day before Christmas and fortunately we found that we could live again in the same house we did before we left Cali. We unpacked and by the time we Finished, Well me, I grabbed my guitar and practiced Stay With Me one last time and I thought that would be his perfect Christmas gift I was thinking that before it was 12:00 I could go to his house and infront of his house sing he sang for me. But I will have to bring a jacket cause its really told and it's snowing. After, I went to sleep, excited about everything, a chance to start all over again.

~next morning

Today was the big day and in the morning to my surprise I found that my dad had broght in a Christmas tree and once we put it up there was already Christmas gifts under it. This was a big and exciting day for me like no other also because Ross didn't know I had moved back here. Hours later it was time. I walked to Ross's house and arrived there 2 mins. before 12:00 I took a deep breath and looked at my watch shivering of coldness, it was 11:59 then it turned 12:00 I smiled and strummed my guitar once and started playing Stay With Me " every morning after I'm the same disaster everytime it's groundhog day. Tell me have you moved on am I just a sad song playing everynight and day. Say can you read between the lines I'm singing thought the Way the only chance I had with you maybe you'll always be the one I'm missing all I got left are the words that you said STAAAY WIIITH MEEE TONIGHT! I WANT YOU YOU TO STAAAY WIITH MEEE TONIGHT" while I was singing there was Ross shedding tears out of his eyes looking shocked like never before.

So guys this is Lisa's year without Ross tune in for the next chapter tell me What you think and also here is my instagram mirellar5 What do I think will happen next thanx for reading this chapter guys