You Are My....

Chapter 20

Here we go~

Kit's pov

I shrugged Beam's head off my shoulder annoyingly. But this fucker keep put his head back on my shoulder ignoring my protest.

"Beam! Get off! Lean on Pha and leave me alone!"

Beam pouted his lips.

"Ugh! Fine!"

He lean his head on Pha's shoulder but then huffed.

"Yours is more comfortable. It's more fluffy."

I frowned.

"Did you just calling me fat?!"

I hit the back of his head.

"No, you're the one calling yourself fat. I didn't say anything!"

I glared at him. 

"Stop whining before I kick your ass!"

I threatened him and turn my glare to Pha.

"And you! Stop smiling, you look creepy!"

Pha looked at me and Beam with a wide smile still plastering his face. I rolled my eyes while Beam just chuckled. He's been smiling non-stop since he has dinner with Wayo a few nights ago. They have been spend more time together since. And he won't stop talking about how Wayo started to warm up at him. Or about every little things that he found out about him from their small talk over dinner. He doesn't give a damn even if we sometimes joined their dinner and heard it ourself. He just keep talking about all of it over and over and over again! And when he stop he just daydreaming with that stupid smile on his face.

"Seriously, Pha, you looked so stupid right now."

Beam voice out my thought perfectly. 

"Am I?"

Beam and I shake our heads in disbelief.

"Love sick fool!"

Pha looked at Beam unamused.

"Just wait for your turn and I'm the one who will be laughing!"

Beam raised his eyebrow.

"I doubt that. Kit never look as stupid as you even though he has a girlfriend."

I gulped and look down nervously. I'm sure Beam catch my sudden mood change because he suddenly asked Pha about our trip to the beach this weekend. Yes, this asshole force us to go with him too. There's a lot of last year Moon who couldn't come but Beam and I will going. How weird is that! This weird dude just getting weirder after he met Wayo. He's a love sick fool after all. 

Beam always teased me that I never been in love with my own girlfriend. Don't get me wrong, I like Nam and I care about her a lot. But I always wondering if what I feel is love. I never experience the butterfly in the stomach and all the crap people say about being in love. Well, at least I never feel it with her. There is one time I feel something weird in my stomach because of someone. I don't know if I can call it the butterfly in the stomach or maybe the butterfly still be a caterpillar? I don't know what the fuck I'm talking about. The point is, I felt something to him, but never to my girlfriend. And yep, I said 'him'. 

I had a crush on a boy before. I watch him from a far, never know his name, and never tried to found out either. I saw him a few time in high school. I knew he is my junior from his school badge. He always go everywhere with a boy. I mean everywhere, to the point that I never saw him alone. Me and Beam always been clingy to Pha, but these guys are worst. I remember thinking that they might be a lover.