You Are My....

Chapter 51

Thank you for staying 😉😉

Kit's pov

I don't know how long I've been awake and staring at Ming's wall intently. I was laying on my side, using his one arm as my pillow while his other arm hug my waist loosely. I can't move, afraid that I'll woke him up because FUCK! How can I face him after this?! Stupid alcohol! I teased Beam because he used to do something stupid whenever he's drunk and look at me now! I can't believe how shameless I was last night. I mean I begged him? Told him to do me faster?! What the fuck!! Ming suddenly moved and hug me tighter as he nuzzled his nose to the back of my ear.

"Good morning, P'."

I gulped.

"How do you know I was awake?"

He chuckled softly.

"You stop snoring."

I looked back to glared at him. Wrong move, because I saw a glimpse of his neck and it covered with hickey and bite marks. He smirked when he realised what I've been staring at.

"Are you always this bold when you had sex or is it because of the alcohol?"

He laughed when I groaned and cover my face with his duvet. It smells just like him.

"Last night was my first time."

"Me too."

I looked up and frowned.

"I mean really my first time, not just with a boy. I never did this with anyone."

He tilted his head.

"I thought you used to have a long-term girlfriend?"

"Yeah, but I can't have sex with her when I'm in love with someone else!"

Ming blinked his eyes and smile. He turn me around easily so I face him now.

"Can you tell me about that person you love?"

I want to crawled under the ground and spend the rest of my life there but I know Pha and Beam will turn the worlds upside down to find me. I already embarrassed myself last night so I'll just get it done once and for all.

"I like this kid in high school. He's so tall and handsome that I can easily spot him among the crowds. I don't know since when but my eyes keep looking at him whenever he's around. I never wants to admit that I was attracted to boys, so I never do anything beside watched him from afar. He often come to school with bruised face so when I finally stop see him, I thought the school finally kick him out."

I watched as his lips curved up into a small smile.

"I never move on. I keep thinking about him even after years pass by, wondering if somehow I'll get to see him again. Then I met Yo. I remembered him because he always hanging around the boy I love in high school. Since we all sure he is Wayo that Pha looking for and Pha keep hanging around him like a lice, I finally get to meet him again."

"Is he that handsome?"

I frowned.

"And he is full of himself, too."

Ming laughed.

"Ming.."

"Hm?"

"About last night.."

His finger drawing a small circle on my back and I have to bit my lip to hold a whimper.

"What about last night?"

I blinked a few times to shake away my dizziness from his touch.

"You don't have to feel responsible about anything."