Youtubers [larry au] (boyxboy)

Chapter 6

After that horrible post on facebook, Louis knew he had changed a bit. He was more quiet, more sad and more shy. Socializing with his class wasn't fun anymore, and being honest was something he suddenly didn't give a shit about.

His life had gone downhill, just because of one post. One stupid post, but hundreds of insulting comments that made him think about what people actually thought of him everytime they saw him in classes, parties, outside or in the library.

Niall tried to talk to him about it yesterday, telling him he had noticed something was bothering him. Louis just shook his head, put on a fake smile and said 'I'm fine' to get his friend to calm down a bit. He didn't want Niall to worry about him.

Justin was still going on, shouting slurs at Louis whilst his stupid friends laughed behind him. It was a thing he had to repeat every fucking day, and to say he was sick of it was an understatement.

"What are you wearing?!" Michael shouted with a laugh, making Louis heat up with embarrassment.

"God, Louis! At least try to make yourself look good. You're more hideous than I thought was possible."

He tried so hard to block out everything, but he couldn't. He just couldn't. Weak, pathethic and stupid. Those were the three words that described him perfectly. Stupid was louder in his head than the other two, and he knew why when he suddenly let out a scream.

"SHUT UP!"

As soon as he screamed, he felt something bad was about to happen. It was amazing how he was right most of the time.

"SHUT UP, SHUT UP!"

His breathing was so loud in his ears, and there were voices shouting at him again. When was it going to end? He found it impossible to focus on what was happening too. He was dizzy, felt like he needed to throw up, and his vision was blurry. It was all fucked up.

"Look at him!"

"Is he going crazy?!"

"He is mental! I told you guys!"

"Fag!"

There were so many people. He could see lines and shadows. They were all around him in a circle, laughing at him. Laughing at how pathetic he was.

It was a mess inside Louis' head. Thoughts were all over the place. He had fallen down on the floor from his knees giving out. Basically, he couldn't fucking breathe.

Something really bad was about to happen.

"HEY! LEAVE HIM ALONE!"

Then maybe not.

He didn't know who it was, but he didn't care at that moment. All he wanted was to get away from this mess and cry till there were no tears left.

Louis knew it was a boy, because his voice was deep. He could tell the boy was angry. Very angry.

There were footsteps heard, and there were less voices. It was more quiet than before, and finally, his heart was slowing down too. To calm down, he inhaled and exhaled slowly, trying to get his body to stop shaking.

"Hey, are you okay?"

Louis opened his eyes to see a boy looking at him. He was good looking, with his cute puppy brown eyes and hair. He was smiling sadly, and the red t shirt he was wearing was nice because Louis had the same one in his closet.

He wasn't his type though, more Niall's if he had to be honest. Even though his best friend always told him he was straight, Louis still didn't believe it that much. Niall was probably bisexual, but the boy always denied it. He couldn't deny all the times Louis had seen him staring at boys though.