Youtubers [larry au] (boyxboy)

Chapter 19

"Lou? Are you mad at me?"

The question was different from other small questions Louis got asked through the day. You may wonder, what is the difference? Well, to say it plain and simple... it was fucking idiotic.

Niall sighed sadly, very desperate for his friend's forgiveness. Louis wasn't sure if he could ever forgive him for that, to be quite honest.

"I... I can explain," the blonde whispered, grabbing his hand with a tight grip. Louis flinched at the touch, looking at him suspiciously. "I know you can't really explain, but please let me explain."

Louis gulped, nodding slowly in reply. Though, he moved away a bit from Niall from where they were sitting on Liam's bed, not liking how close he was to the person he prefered not to talk to today.

"My sister... you know she is dead, right?" Niall started explaining, breathing deeply in frustration. "I told you, remember?"

Louis did indeed remember.

It was a rainy evening. They were both two sleep deprived boys who were in a phase of studying too much. It was kind of weird, though. No student that went to university liked studying, but they did it anyway because they had to. Niall and Louis were the 1 of 100 who actually loved studying, even though it only lasted for like two months.

Due to too much coffee and too much studying, they ran out of the nearby starbucks shop they were studying in and ran outside in the rain because they were dumb.

It was fun for while... just dancing and singing at the top of their lungs. They laughed and joked around, but suddenly it was silent. Louis looking around confused, but then he saw Niall crying, loud cries coming out of his mouth.

That was when he told him about his dead older sister, Christina. Louis couldn't understand what he was saying whilst crying, but he knew it was really bad.

"What does she have to do with any of this?" Louis murmured angrily, glaring at him, "honestly, fuck you."

"No, listen," Niall quitely argued, shaking his head rapidly, "she was raped, okay? She was fucking raped by her abusive boyfriend."

Louis inhaled sharply, "oh."

"Yeah. I told her thousands of times to tell someone, but she wouldn't. I even tried one time but no, she got so mad at me. Then her boyfriend got so fucking crazy that he raped her for the second time and attacked her with a knife, Lou! A knife!"

"Oh," Louis whispered again, his eyes tearing up as his bottom lip wobbled.

"Yeah, Lou. I'm so fucking scared something like that is going to happen to you. That was why I was so mad yesterday, okay?" Niall groaned, angrily wiping away a few small tears that were running down his cheeks.

Louis didn't know what to say, and he couldn't describe exactly how he felt either because it seemed like his body was numb and frozen.

"Say something-"

Their conversation didn't continue, nicely being interrupted by a soft looking Harry Styles who had bags of breakfast food in his hands. He opened the door and walked in, not noticing Niall in the room.

"Baby, I bought pancakes and chocolate muffins!" Harry shouted excitely, his eyes crinkling in his happiness. "I hope you also like-" he said as he turned around, his eyes going wide at the sight of the crying blonde next to Louis who seemed on the verge of crying as well.

"Lou?" Harry said softly, brushing Louis' hair away from his cold forehead. "Niall," he grumbled, glancing at him. He was still very mad at him for yesterday. "I was not expecting this."

"N-Niall, l-leave," Louis whimpered, sniffling, "please leave. I never want to see you again."

"Lou, don't do this," Niall practically begged, breathing heavily as he tried to search for Louis' eye contact, "please, don't."

"I'm s-sorry," Louis sobbed, hiding his face in his bent up knees. "I don't think I'll ever forgive you. I know you have a reason but... not right now, please."

Niall had a pleading look in eyes, exchanging his looks between Louis and his curly haired boyfriend. He suddenly stood up in irritation, pointing at Harry with a trembling finger. He growled.

"You!"

Harry narrowed his eyes, gripping the food bags tightly. "What did I do?"

"You're just letting him kick me out? Like what the fuck?! What kind of boyfriend are you?"

"The one who supports his baby and want him to do what feels right in his heart. I may be his boyfriend, but that doesn't mean I make decisions for him!" Harry shouted back, taking a step forward so his face was just a few centimeters away from Niall's. "I would like you to go out now, too. Please?"

It didn't take much more for Niall to stomp out of Liam's dorm like a little child. Louis was relieved, but also very sad. What was he going to do?

"I don't want to leave you like this tomorrow," Harry whispered sadly, sitting down next to him. "I'm going to miss you so much and think about your beautiful face and mind everyday."

Louis let out a giggle for the first time today, lying his head down on Harry's shoulder. "Education is more important than me, love. To be honest, I'm pretty sure I'll miss you more than you'll miss me."

Harry made a sound of disagreement. "Nope. My youtube videos will be all about you from now on," he stated, wrapping his arms around his tiny blushing boyfriend. "And I'll tell my fans everyday about how I miss your soft hair and those magnificent blue eyes, and... oh! Oh my god, that pretty little nose and his long eyelashes-"

He couldn't say anything more though because his boyfriend's lips were now pressed hard on his, making it impossible to speak. It also kind of shocked him, but in a really good way.

Harry kissed back, smirking a bit when he heard Louis let out a sound of pleasure at the way his big boyfriend was biting his bottom lip. It was so sexy, especially when Harry started to slowly lie them both down on the bed together, kissing him even more passionately.

Louis was in a dream world, where all he could think about was Harry and his hands and his big dick and his long torso and-

And he definitely couldn't get his brain go function correctly now, and it was obviously not because of the way Harry was massaging his bum... nope, no way.

"I will never pressure you, okay?" Harry whispered, sucking on Louis' neck lightly but not too hard, "I would like you to tell me if you don't want to."

Louis nodded, gasping when Harry made one more love bite on his collarbone. "I don't want you too... you know, right now? I mean I want you to soon but-"

"You don't even need to explain, love," Harry said, chuckling as he pulled away. "I wasn't going to anyway. I just wanted to give you some lovebites."

"Oh," Louis breathed out, shyily looking away. "I feel insecure with you staring at me like that, babe. I've told you! Also, I'm freaking sad."

"You have nothing to be insecure about, beautiful boy," Harry said, smiling softly when Louis pouted like a little baby. "And for the sad part, I understand. It's not easy when your friend isn't really supporting at the moment."

"Yeah..." Louis mumbled, looking up at Harry's shining eyes again with a frown, "I want to forgive Niall, but my heart is telling me 'no'."

Harry pecked his lips again, earning a low groan from Louis. He giggled, kissing him again before pulling away a bit. "I think you did the right thing. Maybe you'll forgive him someday, but today was not the right day. Also, the things he said was pretty disgusting."

Louis hummed, smiling softly at his boy. "I know," he whispered, "and you know what's weird? I instantly feel happier when I'm close to you."

"That's not weird to me, because I feel the same."

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A/N: HEY GUYS! I kind of want to change the title of this story because I don't think it kind of fits the plot? So yeah, I think I will do that soon. Anyways, hope you enjoyed.