Unreason
Sweet is the sleep, the timeless oblivion
The precious hours, when in a dream
You heard my heart's wish and held my hand
The sun-filled day steals the slumber
As the church bells toll and wake me up
I cry as this image of you fades away
Why, what are these flowing tears?
You never see me, and today
You will be cold to me again, right?
Yet, even as I put my make up on
I still wonder, why, at the thought of seeing you
This silly smile creeps on my face
The way to school was never shorter
And even as I open the door, the wish was
To hear at least "Hello" from you
Looking at the clock, I dearly wish
For seven o'clock to fade away to nine
Just so I could finally sit next to you
Exam time, and we sit together
You ask me, what the answer to number three was
And why do I act like a fool, as I do nothing but smile
Calling me "stupid", you turn to someone else
It's okay, though I feel sorry for you
As right now, "I love you" is the only thing I know
Class ends, and as we all head home
Your cold profile strikes me from a distance and I wonder
Will I be your captive tomorrow too?
Why is it, one day, when you're absent
Despite your cold eyes and detestation
My heart can only feel "I miss you"?
Yet I never want to fall out of love
And each day, that it almost disappears
It just becomes clearer that I never want to lose the feeling
Aside from heaven, can anyone else answer?
Why, each time the feeling starts to fade
The wish is to "Let me love him one more time"?
"Please don't take this feeling away"
Because from the first time I saw you
"I love you" became my whole entirety and existence
Night time falls, and I smile
This time again, when I fall asleep
With a little hope...I can hold your hand, right?
