I Hate Everything About You || Jensoo

Chapter 9

Chapter 9

Jisoo deepens the kiss she's sharing with Jennie. Her hunger and passion growing with every brush of her lips against the brunette's. Every moan that she makes and every second that passes feels better than the last. She can hardly believe that it's been so long since she kissed Jennie. So long since she's felt such desire and most of all so long since she's felt their love coursing throughout her body.

Jennie grasps at every part of Jisoo she can find. It's been so long, too long, since she's felt the raven haired as close as she is right now. She doesn't even take the time to contemplate where this kiss, or rather kisses, is going to lead. Jennie can't. If she does all sorts of thoughts and doubts will creep into her mind and that's the last thing she wants. What she truly wants, what she's always wanted is one thing and one thing only.

Jisoo.

The raven haired for her part is also pushing any and all negative thoughts to a place where they can't bother her. So much has happened between the two and so many fights and battles have erupted, that this moment of love and need feels too good to give up. Jisoo has no thoughts of stopping. None. All she's thinking about is how to get even more tangled up in Jennie than she already is.

Heavy breathing and sounds of pleasure are the only noises permeating the isolated cabin. One kiss rolls effortlessly into another as everything else is forgotten except what is happening in this moment. Jisoo needs more though. And so does Jennie actually, but she's too afraid of what could happen if she makes a move. She's had this happen before. Been so close to reconnecting with the raven haired, only to have it halted before things can go further.

It's not that Jennie thinks sex is everything, she doesn't. But being estranged from Jisoo, emotionally and physically for what feels like forever, has made her equate sex with intimacy. She's forgotten that real intimacy can happen fully clothed.

Jisoo's legs are turning to jelly and she doesn't know how much longer she can stay upright. She's not all that adverse to falling to the ground and taking Jennie right there, but she'd rather be in a place that's a bit more comfortable. The bedroom is not an option because it's too far away. She opens up one eye and deftly guides herself and the brunette to the couch.

Jennie's knees hit the back of the couch and in no time she's pushed on it, with the raven haired ending up on her lap. Jisoo straddles the brunette as their kissing gets even more intense. They're both breathing out their nose in an effort to not break their lip lock. Jennie feels Jisoo grind into her and the moan she lets out is swallowed by the raven haired's hot, wet mouth.

And then something happens.

Jennie's common sense returns.

No one is more surprised by its return than her. Her mind isn't focusing on the hot raven haired in her lap, instead she starts thinking about how nothing has been resolved. Not only that, but her confession of love was not returned by Jisoo. She laid her heart on the line because it was the right thing to and because she couldn't keep her feelings bottled up for another second. She contemplates the different scenarios that might occur if they have sex. Most of those scenarios end with even more awkwardness between her and Jisoo than there already is. The wheels in Jennie's head are turning so fast that her lips slow down.

Jisoo notices the change in the brunette's actions and she's confused. "What's wrong?" she asks after pulling back from Jennie. Her face is flushed, hair a mess and she's panting. Jisoo almost goes in for another kiss before Jennie can answer. That's how badly she wants to take things further.

Jennie's hands find their way to Jisoo's hips. She wants to slow down, but she doesn't want the raven haired to move from where she is. The close body contact feels better than she remembers. "I don't think I can do this."