"have you ever thought 'aye, i'm a good person. i shouldn't be treated this way'," Jahseh asked as she took a deep breath. he held her hand through it all.
"why would i think that," nicole asked.
"cause it's the truth," he tried.
"then why did it so...
slowly he picked me up and i wrapped my legs around him. "you're really gonna marry me," he asked smiling. "yeah," i smiled so wide. it was so peaceful. the next day we told my mom, then his. life was starting to feel normal again.
then a month passed. i woke up to him pasted against me. wood stabbing me. i scoot over slightly so i don't have to feel it. "the fuck are you doing?"
i yawn, "nothing."
"nothing? why are you moving from me?"
"your.. um.. your thing was pressed against me.. and i-i didn't know what to do."
"what do you mean?"
"you know i'm a...," the way he was looking at me was scaring me.
"and? what that got to do with you doing what you're supposed to do?"
"what do you mean?"
"i'm marrying you aren't i? you said you'd only let me fuck you if i married you."
"you're only marrying me so you could-"
"don't twist my words," his breath got heavy and his stare looked deadly.
"i-i didn't," instantly his hand came around my throat.
"so now you're lying," he squeezed so tight i couldn't breath.
"wake up nique," he said.
"i am."
"WAKE UP NIQUE."
i sat up and brought my hands to my throat. i couldn't breath. jah quickly came to my side, rubbing my back.
"what's wrong?"
"i just realized I wasn't into that kinky shit. where's cassandra," i asked after noticing that her cece wasn't there.
"what kinky shit," jahseh asked clearly confused. "and she's eating. you were taking too long so she knocked on my door."
"oh fuck, what time is it?"
"it's um 6:50. are you okay?"
"yeah. um.. bad dream. can we talk about it later? i gotta hurry up and go."
"sure, um i think cece still has the sleep over. i'll get some burgers or somethin' for dinner. and please don't pull a double shift just so you don't have to talk to me," jah says as i start to get up.
"i won't, i swear. it's hard to get double shifts at amazon anyways."
"you need help with a midterm or something," jah asks me, standing and waiting for an answer. i forgot he don't ever wear shirts.
"yeah, if you don't mind-"
"i don't, i'll see you later," he says as i starts undressing.
~~~
"can i cuss today," cassandra asks with a smile on her face.
"let me think, do you want your ass whooped today?"
"NO," she panicks.
"good answer pretty girl. today-"
"i can still go to my friends house right? did i get in trouble," this is real suspect.
"no, calm down. false alarm.. i guess. today is friday and you mentioned staying the weekend."
"if i can, jessica's mom said it was okay."
"i will allow that you stay the weekend and i will," i take a deep breath. damn.. she's leaving me.. for two days. this is hard. "give you the emergency phone."
"yay," she yells.
"calm down," i pull the phone and charger out of my backpack. "take this and get out so i can post your hair."
"alright, love you too," she says grabbing her backpack. i get out too and get my phone ready.
"smile cece," i say after she poses. i take a few pictures and then i check the time. "alright love you now leave. and wrap your hair. i can't do it every single day."
"see you sunday," she hugs me and i smile. she runs off and i get in the car. now for bullshit college and bullshit people.
i need to go to therapy.
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