jahseh's pov
"jah," she yells from the bathroom.
"nicole? baby, you sick?"
"noo. just come here. pronto."
"alright i'm coming."
"that's what she said!"
i laugh as i walk out of the room. i look and see cece sleeping on the couch. i'll move her when i come back this way.
"yes," i say as i turn the corner and stand in the bathroom hallway.
she hugs me, bringing her arms around my neck. i pull her in by her waist and she breaths.
"you love me right?"
i pull back from her and she looks up at me through her long eyelashes.
"yes, i love you. you know i love you."
"love me enough to have a kid with me," nicole asks. i step back from her.
"baby?"
"yes jah."
"we're gonna have a-" baby. fuck. i'm so happy. wait. shit is this even real?"
"baby."
"wait you're so young. wait shit. you're pregnant?" she said she wanted a kid when we were 30. we're 26. shit did i fuck up?"
she hops on the counter and picks up one of the 3 laid out pregnancy tests.
"nicole, did i fuck up? i thought you didn't want kids yet."
i don't want her to walk around regretting this. i want a kid. kids. so many with her, but if she doesn't want one right now i understand.
"jah, i'm happy. we're gonna have a baby. no, you didn't fuck up. aren't you happy?"
a smile began to spread across my face. we're having a baby. my hands go up her thighs and slide under her shirt. slowly running over every inch.
"yo, get a room. can't ever take a nap in this place," cece says shaking her head.
"cassandra," nicole starts.
"oh no."
"no. calm down. i'm pregnant."
"weirdo. that's not something to joke about," cece starts laughing.
nicole scoops up all three of the pregnancy tests and showed them to cece.
"DODO," she yells.
"what," i chuckle.
"NIGGA WAKE YO ASS UP."
oh shit. fuck. i sit up with a groan.
"yk we sleeping in here. get up and get out. ain't enough room for all these niggas to sleep in here. i don't know why you picked napping on the couchbed. get up," stoke says.
"what time is it?"
"3 am. we had a little chucky marathon," nicole hands me a water and i take it with a nod.
"you must've had a good ass sleep. got drool on your face and shit. snoring too," lucas says, laughing.
i roll my eyes as i get up. i stretch a little and start making my way to my room. my lonely ass room where i'm probably gonna watch some porn then go to sleep.
it's always better when i'm sleeping next to nicole. i know we only do that when one of us is having a bad night or whatever, but.. still. it's always better.
why am i having dreams of a future with nique? i mean shit, there's always gonna be a future. we live together and that's my best friend.
an actual future though. where me and her are together. married. happy. starting a family. she looked so happy. haven't seen her that happy in so long.
i need to go to bed. i sound like i'm obsessed.
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my love could never be lost
General Fiction"have you ever thought 'aye, i'm a good person. i shouldn't be treated this way'," Jahseh asked as she took a deep breath. he held her hand through it all. "why would i think that," nicole asked. "cause it's the truth," he tried. "then why did it so...
