A complicated Dream

Chapter 36--first day

I wake up in the morning with Vilu on my chest and I'm in Germans arms.

Vilu is smiling at me, did you sneak in last night I says smiling at her.

She nods and lays back into me.

I laugh, well we better get ready to go to school!

Vilu nods nervously, I kiss her head, I promise you everything will be fine sweetie.

German wakes up, morning girls he says smiling, I'm sorry Vilu I can't go with you both to school Romallo booked this meeting out but Vilu I promise you will be okay.

It's okay German don't worry about it I say smiling at him, Vilu nods and I get Vilu changed into a pretty dress which was adorable on her and I put her hair in pig tails again with bows in them.

German takes a photo of Vilu for her first day of school and them I pick Vilu up and we start to walk to school.

Vilu is hugging into me with here head rested on my shoulder while I'm carrying her.

Vilu you won't be there long anyway because your class are younger than the rest of them so you get to be picked up early.

Vilu nods and I hug her tightly, we reach the school and I put her down and she holds my hand tightly, we walk to the door and there's a teacher there, this must be Violetta you are very pretty, Vilu smiles slightly, I kiss Vilus forehead, have a nice day mammy see you later, I go to walk of but she clings into me, she got tears streaming down her face and her eyes are sparkling but red form crying.

Mammy please don't leave me. She says crying her heart out, it breaks my heart seeing her like this and I want to be by her side but she has to go.

I hug her into me and the teacher try's to pick her up to comfort her but it doesn't work, she holds her hands out to me and I kiss her head, Vilu mammy loves you but I need to go you will be fine and I will pick you up later. I say trying to reinsure her I can't help just wanting to take her home with me but that be the wrong thing to do.

I turn around and start to walk away but the painfull calls breaks my heart, mammy! Vilu is shouting while crying, she's in the teachers arms so she can't run after me but it brakes my heart I have tears in my eyes and I carry on walking trying to be strong because that's the right thing to do.

I walk home and I feel my heart broken them calls of violetta made my heart shatter into pieces.

I walk into the house and German sees me, he runs up and hugs me, what's wrong Angie.

Vilu she didn't want to go to school and she was clinging to me and crying her eyes out calling for me when I was walking home and the teacher had her in her arms to comfort her and to stop her from running to me but Vilu was crying her heart out and my heart have shattered.

German hugs me tightly and sighs, he don't know what to say because it would of broke my heart to.

A..a..Angie she be fine I promise.

I nod, I sit in the settee counting down the minutes until I can pick up Vilu. German comes in and sits next to me, he pulls me on his lap, I hug into him and he hugs me tightly.

I relax loads but I still thinking of Vilu how upset she was. Angie look at me German says.

I look at him in his eyes, do you trust me?

I nod looking confused, Vilu will be fine she will be upset for a few days but after that she will love school I promise. German kisses me passionately on the lips and I snuggle back into his chest.

I look at the time and I smile and jump up, I'll be right back German just going to pick Vilu up, he laughs I know he wants to come with me but I want to go on my own because she was so upset earlier.

I practically run to the school and when I get there the teacher is standing there looking for the kids mothers to leave them go, she looks at me and let's Vilu come out, Vilu runs to me and hugs into me tightly, I can feel her start to sob, mammy I missed you.

I missed you too sweetie.

She starts to cry into me, how was it?

I don't like school she says sobbing Into me, it gets better sweetie.

Mammy don't leave me the rest of the day I want to stay with you.

I hold her tightly into me. I won't I promise.

I look at her face and it breaks my heart her eyes are red and her cheeks are tear stained.

I pick her up and we start to walk home, she's still sobbing into me this must to have scared her as she's never been with out me for so long and with no one she knows.

I start to sing a new song she haven't heard before I wrote when she was very little, she starts to calm down and listens to me singing and the song.

Mammy up like that song.

I look at her and she smiles, I do to I wrote it when you were little, littler than you are now.

She smiles at me, I look straight a head and see some one I really didn't want to see.