A complicated Dream

Chapter 41-secrets

Me and German sit anxiously waiting for Vilu, Vilu enters and smiles at us both, I look at German and German leaves because I want to speak to her first.

Hey Vilu, come sit.

She looks confused and sit next to me, so how was school today? She smiles but I can see it's fake, good.

So how's the girls in school do you like them are they nice?

She nods Yeah they are okay.

I nod and I don't want to ask her yet I want her to tell me but it isn't going to work, well you know you can tell me anything.

I know that mam she says hugging me, I hug her into me and kiss her head.

Right go write in your diary like usual I laugh and she gets up and laughs and walks upstairs, I sigh and sink into the settee.

German comes out, so how did it go?

Not good I couldn't get it out of her, I sigh, German hugs me, we just have to tell her teachers.

I sit up no no we can't do that her let me talk to her about it one last time. German nods, okay but you ask her this time.

I will I promise I go up and see her in a few minutes.

I hug into German and then hair thought it's better to do it now.

I walk upstairs to her room and walk in, hey Vilu! I close the door, hey mam!

I sit on her bed facing her, Vilu I need to ask you something, she nods and I take her hands, I take a deep breath, are you having trouble with the girls in school?

Vilu goes pale and goes nervous, no no. She looks away and stands up and I know when she's nervous because she does exactly what I do, I look away my voice shakes and I pretend to do something.

Vilu I grab her arm gently and she sits back down, I saw ludmilla push you today.

Vilu looks at me in shock, I..umm I take her hands and she looks down at the floor I can see she's got tears in her eyes. I lift her head and seeing her upset brakes my heart, I pull her into my lap and hug her into my chest.

Sweetie you can tell me anything and anything you don't want me to do I won't but I need to know these things.

She nods and hugs into me more, it's better to talk to people to get things of your chest than keep them inside because the words unspoken is the ones that hurt us the most.

Vilu is now sobbing I can feel her heart rate pounding and her stomach hitting mine occasionally, she's trying her best to hold it in or be quiet. Vilu just let your tears out sweetie you will feel better.

She just stops holding it back and I hug her more kissing her head. She hugs into me tightly.

She starts to calm down and I hold her head and she looks at me, she got red eyes and a tear stained face.

I wipe her tears from her eyes, feel better now?

She nods and I hug her back into my chest, oh Vilu Vilu Vilu.

Don't tell dad or anyone will you please. She looks at me with sorrow in her eyes.

Okay I won't on one condition, you tell me everything she does to you.

Vilu nods and looks down at the floor, so there is only one way to cheer you up and I know what it is, do you want to sing? I smile at her.

She shrugs I don't know my voice isn't the best.

Don't be silly your voice is better than mine.

She looks at me and smiles, really?

I smile I know that's all she ever wanted since she was young to have a good singing voice. Really I say rubbing her back. Come on then sing I say smiling at her.

She smiles okay, she starts to sing and her voice have gone soo much powerful since she was younger and her voice is amazing..