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Chapter 26

Tears

Y/n's POV

I was staring outside the window as I sat on the couch. Everyone was eating in the dining room except me, Jimin and Taehyung.

Well I ate earlier and Taehyung went out.

Jimin? He's probably in his room...

-Flashback-

"J-Jimin i-" I stutter.

"No need to explain. I understand. " He says blankly as he breaks eye contact as a tear rolls down his cheek. It breaks my heart seeing him like this... Because of me.

"You love him, right?  Why would you not do it. " He mutters.

Before you could say anything he gets up with his unfinished bowl of cereal. He keeps his bowl on the sink and walks away wiping away his tears.

-end of flashback-

That brought me to the couch, after I lost my appetite. I was thinking about what he said, do I love Taehyung?

Yes I did.

But do I now?

Before I could think any further, Taehyung entered the living room with Yeontan in his hand and a plastic bag hooked around his other arm.

"Hey Y/n... here's your stuff... " He says as he hands me the bag with a smile on his face and places Yeontan down and sits next to me.

Yeontan runs around the couch taking rounds and laps.

Making me smile :)

I open my banana milk and painkillers.

I put the pill in my mouth and gulp it down with banana milk.

I know we're supposed to drink water but fuck the rules.

Taehyung giggles and cuddles me. I finish drinking my full bottle of banana milk.

"Feel better? " He asks.

"Mmm.. " I reply.

I stare outside the window again and wander off into my thoughts of yesterday night and what Jimin had said today morning after he heard everything.

I really feel bad. He looked so hurt.

"Y/n what's wrong? " Taehyung's voice interrupted my thoughts making me come back to reality and look at him.

He brings his hand to my cheek and wipes I away the tear which escaped my eye.

Tae looked worried.

"Why are you crying? " He asks again.

I move my head from side to side as I say, "It's nothing. "

"Why would you cry for nothing? Y/n please tell me, you never act like this"
He asks as he cups my cheeks with his long hands making me look at him.

"Is it about last night? " He asks.

I nod.

"Do you regret it? " He asks softly.

....

"Do you regret it?! " He shouts sternly as I didn't give him an answer.

I flinch as another tear escapes my eye. I close my eyes shut seeing him angry.

His face suddenly softens as he hugs me tightly, caressing my head which was placed on his shoulder.

"I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I didn't mean to shout at you. " He says worry in his eyes, "I just got scared that you didn't enjoy last night, because, that was the best night for me Y/n. And I love you."

I burst into tears on his shoulders, making his shirt wet.

"It's okay, it's okay. It's your first time. You can tell me if you don't love me, it's too fast anyway. I'll be there for you Y/n, just as always. If not a boyfriend, than as a best friend."

"T-Tae.... " I sniffle, wiping away my tears.

"Mm? " He look at me.

"I enjoyed it, b-but I hurt J-jimin's feelings.. "

He looks at me dumbfounded.

"It's okay Y/n-ah, he'll be okay. I'll talk with him. " He finally replies after some seconds of silence.

"T-Thank you. "

"Now wipe away your tears before anyone sees it, it would just be more complicated to explain it to them. "
He says as he smiles softly.

I smile back as I go to the bathroom to wash my face.

Taehyung's POV

That Jimin....

Why did he interfere, just because of him Y/n has doubts.

She cried for him.

I won't let him take Y/n away from me. She was mine first and without me he would've never even met her.

I'm not jealous, but what is mine.
Is mine.

Y/n and I met back in high school. It was her first year and my final year. She pulled a prank on me on April fools by confessing her feelings to me. I was speechless and I actually said yes even though it was the first time she was ever speaking to me. Then she said it was a prank I fell for and that she was just bored. Ever since, she started talking to me more because I told her we have never spoke before. So we grew to know each other better.

Then we kept contact after school and became best friends until I debuted. She was very supportive of me. I introduced her to the members while we were going through hard times hoping she could help me and she ended up emotionally bonding us together.

As for now, I've actually fallen for her.