Selena's POV
I see a therapist from time to time just so that I can help with my mental health. We talk about nearly everything. From my childhood, to my teenage years, from my early adult hood, to my past relationships.
"Today you promised to talk about your relationship with Abel Tesfaye known as The Weeknd." Her therapist told her.
"Yeah... its a very tough subject."
"Why is that?"
"Because I loved him.... and I let him go..."
"That's why it's best to talk about him. What is your favorite times with him? Because I know you have some."
"I have many." Selena told her. "Where should I start?"
"Wherever you want to start."
*Selena Narrating*
It was 3 months into the relationship Valentines Day actually... Abel rented out a yacht for the two of us. It was truly special.
"I can't believe you rented out a yacht for us." Selena was seated close to her boyfriend giving him a smile.
"I didn't do this for us, I did it for you. I wanted to make this day special for you. And I wanted it to be big, bigger than before."
"Before?" She said confused about what he was saying.
"You know the Staples Center, Titanic, with Justin."
Selena was a bit disappointed that he thought he had to compete against her ex boyfriend. "Baby I don't care about that anymore. This right here is all that matters to me. You don't have to try to do things better. You are better."
"But I do, I don't want you to think you're not special." He sighed and had his elbows against the table with his hands intertwined against his mouth.
Selena placed her hand against his cheek and stared into his eyes. "I already feel special. The moment you laid eyes on me at the VS fashion show, the way you treated me. Babe you don't have to try to do anything better because you are so much better than him. I don't want to talk about my ex, it makes me feel uncomfortable and I don't like to feel like that. I love you..." Selena stopped herself when she realized what she just said. A smile formed on Abel's face seeing the shocked expression on his girlfriends face. Abel removed his hands away from his mouth before speaking.
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Love Yourself First
FanfictionSinger/ Actress/Ambassador Selena Gomez struggles to get over her ex while dealing with a long life having disease called Lupus. Throughout all of what she's been through and going through she has to find the good in herself and has to continue to t...