Chapter one: no feelings

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Ashley Nova and Amma all walked into bihhits and was walked straight into a meeting room. Bts and pf min was waiting for the girls.
Hello girls he said.
Hello we said.
It's nice to have you working at bighits now before we begin you need to know some things he said.
Okay we said.
First i don't own you fully just ⅓ of the way he said.
Oh i said.
Bts the boys actucally own you he said.
Mhm nova said.
Now the rules you must follow he said passing us the rule book the boys made.
Don't fight us
Don't talk back
Practie strarts at 7 in the morning and ends at 9pm and don't be late or you will get punished. ( work out with jungkook and jin)
No dating for the first year of trainging
No sleeping or dating any member of bts or staff
You make color your hair and cut it will our permission
You will be on diets and you will follow them
No drinking or smoking
No tattoos
Don't make us regret this
After we read the rules we looks up the boys this should be easy Amma said.
Yeah maybe for you miss. Goody goody nova said.
Stop fighting you two i'm not joking i said,
The girls shut up and looked at the boys.
What now nova said.
Now we set a scdhel up he said.
Ashley this is you everyday and only for nova and Amma saturday and sunday becasue of school.
7am -8 is warm up
8-10 am is dance
10-12 is vocal and rapping
12;30 -1 is lunch
1-3 is dance again
3-6 is vocal or rapping
6-7 is recording
7-8 is work out
8-9 is meeting
Now for amma and nova everyday
7am- 2pm is school
2-3is homework
4-5 is dance
6-7 is vocal or rapping / record
8-9 is meeting
Got it he said.
Got it we said.
Boys anything you would like to say he asked.
Yeah do any of you have a peiercing namjoon asked.
Yeah i have a belly ring and my ear i said.
Don't do anymore he said.
Okay i said.
Show them around boys he said.
Everyone got up and walked out the boys walked and pointed and takled about random things and where stuff was suga walked in his studio and locked everyone out .
Don't mind him, his a grumpy little man jin said.
We laughed and walked on. Namjoon smiled and showed us his collection and we went to each of their studios and they showed off.
Finally they let us go to the droom that we are sharing.
We had one room all togther one bunch bed and a twin bed in the side of the room. I put my bags on the bed and watched the girls fight over top and bottom bunk. Finally Amma was put on top and nova on bottom. Kids i swear
Sometimes i want to throw them both away. I got my stuff and put everthing up and made it feel kinda like home.
I called my mom when i was finshed.
Ring ring
hello ?
Mom?
Oh ashley how is it over ther?
It very pretty and busy and smells like food ahh
Are you having fun so far?
Yeah. suga kinda an ass but i can deal with it
I love you
I love you too mom
I miss you
I miss you too.
Call me if you need anything else
I will. Tell blake and braxton and everyone else i love them and miss them.
Okay bye
Bye
I looked down at my phone me holding braxton and blake. Tears slid down my face i miss them already but.. I'll get through it. I snapped my sister and went to the room to sleep.
*3 weeks later*
Amma and Nova have broke down and almost left but i got them to stay. I havn't showen my weakness to the boys. I havn't told anyone how i felt. So i cry in the shower and in silent in the night when everyone is a sleep.
Today i was going to be working with suga all day.
I went to his studio and waited for him to open the door.
Come in he said opening the door.
He put me on a mic and i started singing our song i wrote.
Take over and over till i got it right. He would yell and cuss at me and make me feel worse then i already do. I could take it anymore i put the headphones down and walked out the door and slid down the wall in front of his studio and cried. Suga followed me and the rest of the boys are outside running around the halls.
I cried in public i showed my weakness to the boys. I look up and brushed myself off. Im sorry i cried i showed my weakness and i'm sorry it won't happen again i said.
Hey, hey we all are human we all cry namjoon said.
I looked at suag who looked worried.
Crying is for the weak, we don't show feeling i said.
Who told you that suga asked.
My father i said.
We turn our head when we want to cry. We face our fears with a smile and don't give a damn what people say i siad
Suga pulled me into a hug and the boy's joined.
They sent me back to the dorm to take a break but i didn't i sang and danced like i would have at bighits.

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