I woke up with the alarm and went to get ready as the girls got ready for school. I packed them a lunch and sent them to school on the bus. I packed mine and the boys lunch and got some coffee and left with a bananas in my hand. I put the bag on my back and went to work.
When i walked in i went to work. I worked my ass off tonight like iv'e been doing for the past two months now. Everyday is the same over and over i eat the same thing all day. Bread rice and banana with a water. I was 115 pounds and now im barley 70 pounds i was skinny and when i looked in the mirrorw of my shower i looked sick and pale but makeup and baggy clothes held hide my body. The girls are on a good healthy diet but i'm not. I overheard suga talking about my weight so i lost a lot and they haven't notice but today they are.
I was forced in shorts and a tanktop when they boys walked in and looked at me worry all over their faces. I looked and smiled at them. Ready to dance i asked. They looked like they all are about to cry. Whats wrong i asked. Even the staff looked worried and scared.
Why-why did how did what namjoon said. I overheard suga talking about my weight so I lost a few pounds i said. Few you lost more then a few god ashley you look so thin like you are going to break in half if you even breath or move wrong namjoon said,
Joon i'm fine i said. No no no v said. Guys come on ive looked like this for almost 2 months now i said. All becasue of suga kookie said. I just wanted- i wanted to look pretty i said. Suga walked out slamming the door behide him. Ashley j-hope said. He hugged me and cried. Its like hugging bones he said.
The next few days passed
Suga won't look or talk to me only making me feel worse. I just wanted him to a prove of me. I just wanted to be what he wanted or at least him smile when he sees me. Hey i said to namjoon. Hey ash he said. Hows suga i asked. His still mad and disapointed he said. I'm sorry i said. It's okay but hey looks like you are gaining weight back and a little color he said. I am i am now 65 pounds i said. Thats good he said.
How long do you think suga will go without talking or looking at me i asked. I'm not sure he won't even talk about you he said. I'm done with this i got up and walked to his studio. Suga i said. I knocked on the door and rang the door bell over and over till he came to the door.
What ashley he said. Finally i get you to talk to me i said. I'm mad at you and i really don't want to talk or see ou right now he said. Cry me a river i said, god he said. I pushed him in the studio and closed the door. Now you have to talk to me and you will talk to me i said. Why can't you just leave me alone he said. Becasue i like you and i want to be around you and you own my band so i kinda have to be around you i said, no no you don't i'll sale my half to somoen else if you wanna play that shit he said. I pushed him roughly into his hair and got in his lap and hugged him. Suga oppa i'm sorry i said. He hugged me back and he started to cry. Smile for me i said. He smiled widley at me and i smiled back
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FanfictionAshley wanted to do music with her friends. They got accepted in bighits. But the big boyband bts owned them. They must follow and obey the boys all of them. They boys are older and stronger than the girls. But can the girls get along with the boys...
