The Rich Youth

Stressed Out In The A.M

Disclaimer:
Hi and hello, welcome to my very first wattpad story.
I've worked on this for over a year, and I finally gave birth to it lol.
I can't believe it's here.
This is my first one so please bear with me.
I promise later on in the story, the chapters are a lot better and a lot funnier than this one simply because this is the first chapter and you know how they are, Long, not so funny and informative.
Please enjoy my humble first wattpad story.
I give you:

"The Rich Youth."

Celeste

The sound of torture and dumb decisions is going off, why did I ever think building a future is a good idea?

Unable to open my eyes, I blindly smack my 07:00am alarm silent,

I crumble under my sheets forcing myself to fall back asleep, hoping these next 10 minutes will magically give me enough shuteye to conquer my unbelievably unexciting day.

In moments like this, the sour taste of regret always pays me a visit

I should've taken a gap year after college

I regret not taking a gap year after college to party and sleep till noon

I regret it so much

I didn't do it because my mom said:

"It's a waste of time, you can party on weekends"

But guess what mom? I hibernate on weekends.

That's right, your child is nothing more than a narcoleptic loser.

sleeping became my way of having fun, tragic, but true.

After college, Instead of taking time off to get my character back in shape with some rest and fun, I got a job :/

About 10 minutes later, like an adult, I finally make the extraordinary decision of getting myself out of bed.

I immediately head to my bathroom

If I didn't stay up so fucking late last night watching a documentary about JFk I wouldn't be sleeping on the toilet right now

Why do I hate myself so much? Why do i have to do myself so dirty?

After I get my hygienic morning duties over with, my stomach reminds me of breakfast

It's growling like crazy

Unlike anything in me, my stomach is the only thing that's still excited for life.

As I pour milk into my bowl I come to realize that I actually feel like absolute shit today

Oh yeah, i do be feeling like shit.

First thing I woke up earlier I felt a heavy feeling telling me to go back to sleep, but I can't just let some random wave of anxiety stop me from going to work

I'm used to it at this point, I know when my laziness tells me to waste time and when it's my anxiety.
Nothing new to me

It used to creep in and ruin my mood almost every single day of my life, but as I grew older and I was introduced to medications, I learned how to not let it control me, at least not all the time, sometimes it do be getting the best of me.