The Detective Story: The Trilogy?

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I had opened up the door and everyone had entered in. I had saw 3 armed gunman, bullet proof vests, m1a1 machine guns, and grenades. They looked like they were ready for ww3. We were getting into postion and everything was perfect  until one of the officers tripped into the wall. All hell was broken loose after that and there was no putting it back in there. It felt like time had slowed down. While everyone was moving I did my best to get hostages out of the firing range and in to safty. I had gotten a decent amount of them out when one of the robbers grabbed a hostage. I pulled out my gun and pointed at him.  We had been staring at each other for a couple of seconds. I had pointed my gun at his head but I was hesitating. My mind was flashing back to when I was shot. I could barely keep my hand from shaking. He eventually pointed his gun at me and I had no choice but to fire.