chapter11-fear turns to dust and plans come together

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nik P.O.V

back and fourth, back and fourth creating delicate features of her beautiful face upon the canvas. In the 1016 years that she has not been beside me has been the hardest thing I've ever had to live with. even harder still having to act as if I'm a heartless monstrosity, I have to sit here as the major watches over my beauty as if she is his own. but none of that compares to the hurt I feel when I had to compel away her memory's of me.....

I could feel the tears falling down my face. i quickly sped over to my on sweet, and wiped the tears away with a wet washer. I cant believe our connection is still strong enough to pull her mind into the connection realm, the connection realm is a place that only mates true soul bound mates can reach.
I'm forced out of my day dreaming by the knocking at the door.
, "come in Elijah"

He replied, "Niklaus, I know it's hard to be away from her especially all this time but..."

I yelled, " all this time you have no idea what it's been like to feel her die and die all over again. For the last 1016 years I've felt her die all over again. I've felt her pain. And for what? To keep us safe? To keep her safe? I've always said the safest place for her is in my arms. Just get out"

Elijah tried ,"but niklaus...."

I roared, " but nothing, you made her flea all those years ago. "She isn't married to you she isn't a true part of our family. Our family sticks together. And that is exactly what she isn't." Those were your words. You made her leave and for what? To let me sulk in misery NOW GET OUT!"
My eyes flashing a luminescent yellow, my fangs descending, and my voice ragged from yelling.

I walked into the mirror and wiped my face. I walked back to the bed and laid down calling my mate back into the realm it's time she remembers what she is , remembers who she is.

Connecting realm.
I paced back and forward waiting for her. Surely it couldn't take that long to form the connection again?
Then not two seconds later she appears. my heart stops, my breathe is caught in my throat, when she walked into the room she filled it with light.

she says, with light blush on her face, "hello Nik"

I smiled, "hello love, I missed your gorgeous face."

her smile dropped, "you cant say things like that, I'm not your mate"

then too my smile dropped in that instance I realized the spell is still active. she still doesn't know. If I broke the spell then she would finally know, her strength, her true family and her true mate.

I reply, "little wolf, there are a lot of things you don't know or remember, do you want to remember?"

she says," if I remember it will change things wont it?"

I say, "it will change things, but you will gain soooo much more. I will not force you it will be your choice."

she whispers, "I want to remember...."

back when we had first thought of this she was more than willing to preforming the spell. she usually just makes everybody think she is just a hybrid half shifter, but she isn't. she is soooo much more special to me. to the world...

I say the words, "just know I will come for you soon. lunar moon"

the connection fades...

I don't know how much will snapback to her at once i just hope, she remembers the good with the bad. that all those feelings that we shared all those years ago come back. hopefully our mate bond is strong enough to pull us back together again.

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