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Hi you don't know me and I honestly wouldn't get to know me I'm worthless. I would only cause you pain an get you hurt but anyway my name is Ivy Rose Black my mom said she chose my middle name because I was so beautiful and innocent when I was born but I'm far from that now.
I'm definitely not beautiful I have scars all over my body. I'm not longer the sweet beautiful little girl I once was. When I was 13 I had that innocence ripped from me by my dad and his friend's. My father just watched as his friends beat and did whatever they want to my body ignoring my screams. I still have nightmares and I have learned to not scream it will only make things worse. I don't really feel the pain anymore my body is use to it. I don't feel any emotion anymore I only feel numb. I can't even cry anymore. I wish that I was me that died instead of my mom I should have tired to save her somehow I should have jumped in front of the bullet. My dad would be happy my brother would still be here and I would be dead and out of pain.
My brother killed himself 3 months after our mothers death. I was 9 when she died he was 14. Everything is my fault what makes it worse is that I not only get it at home but at school too. They call me name like slut,murder, bitch, worthless piece of shit. They tell me to kill myself I just ignore them but lately I have been seriously thinking about it every one would be happier and I would get to see my mother. I just wanna see her one last time and tell her goodbye and that I love her.

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