There is a 16 year old girl who is bullied and lives with an abusive father and it all started the day her mother died. She is blamed by everyone even herself. She is thinking about giving up and end it all but little does she know that there is a s...
I woke up to my very annoying alarm telling me that I have to wake up an go through another day in this shit hole. Just when I thought today was going to be good my dad burst through my door drunk and starts yelling
"You worthless piece of shit why the fuck do you always have to ruin everything your should be dead instead of your mother" he walks over and slaps me then grabs my hair and throws me on the ground kicking me repeatedly calling me different name each kick.
I just lay there and eventually he stops and walks out the door. I slowly get up walks to the bathroom taking my clothes off and looking at my ugly bruised an scared body. Getting tired of looking at my disgusting body hop in the shower and quickly take a shower in cold water because I don't deserve hot water.
After I get out I put on a part of leggings a baggy sweatshirt grabbing my stuff and walking downstairs not eating. Oh yeah I forgot to tell you I don't eat because the thought of it makes me puke along with actually eating it but I force myself to try eat at least once a week.
I start walking to school putting my headphones in an peacefully walked to school but all that peace was ruined once I got there. I was walking to my locker like usual I got slammed into it, punched, and kicked. They left and I got up got my things I need and when to my first period. Today was going to be so fun I thought as I zoned out ignoring the teacher and everyone else.
Finally after 3 whole annoying periods of being bored out of my mind and gets stuff throw at me it was lunch. So I put my stuff in my locker and walked out side and sat underneath my tree I am hidden by the forest and finally I have peace. That was until I heard growing and got curious my curiosity always gets the best of me so I get up and follow the sound of the growing.
I find the source and it two wolves but what scared me was that they shifted from being a wolf to humans an it was the popular boy and his sidekick Derek and Carter they are the ones who bully me most. It's because I'm small and vulnerable so they thought the can do anything and get away with it...sadly it's true I'm to scared and to weak to stand up to them.
I quickly walks away so they won't see me and lucky for me the bell rings and I grab my book and hear to my favorite class of the day Art. I love are because it let me express myself in ways words could never an you aren't judge. Music is also my ecsape I swear my head is so full of lyrics and ryhmes that I could right my own song in 5 minutes but, I can't.
I started drawing once I get to class and I have finally finished the drawing after a month I kept messing up and having to restart but it is finally done.
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It's sucks I know it this how I feel. I feel like my heart is being ripped in two but I can't feel anything I am so numb that there is no emotion anymore
Finally school was over and I now had a bloody lip yay me. I was walking it of the school and a football hit me right in the mouth it hit so hard that it cut my lip with my own teeth I really hate people so much. I walked home and when I walked into the house I was slammed into the wall and I thought wow tonight is going to be so funny I'm definitely going to feel it in the morning. ____________
I'm sorry if that sucked but it's what ever, hope you are enjoying it Xoxo
