If I Love You : A Drarry Fanfiction

Chapter Six : Friends?

Draco POV

"S-s-so? Are we cool?" I asked wanting a response I knew he wouldn't answer with.

"I'm not sure.   For now, if you stay on my good side, we can be... hmm... allies.  But if you do anything to me or anyone else, this, alliance, will be terminated effective immediately.   Got it?" I hated when Harry thought he was better than me.

"I guess," I responded half-heartedly.  I watched him walk away with no emotion. I casually walked into the slytherin common room, knowing no one would be there, and got what I referred to as my 'relief'. No one could ever know what I do. I would lose everything. I also didn't want to explain the scars. So many, many scars.

These wounds remind me of how much of a disappointment I was to the Malfoy family name. I knew what my father would say if I ever tried to explain my sexuality. He would break my wand. And not the wand I want broken by Harry.

I cut further into my pale, lifeless, meaningless skin.

Every time I think of him. Every fucking time! I can't stand to sit around drooling like a fool every single time damn Harry fucking Potter is in the room!

I can't stand myself. I know I could stop. Pull off the mask I've put up for four years. But then people would ask too many questions. I hate being interrogated.

"I cut for you, Harry" I say under my breath.

It's an hour later before I realized I was going to most likely die from blood loss. The extreme amount of physical pain is five times less then the emotional pain.

I reach for my bandage wraps as I see a shadow.

"Hello there."