Accidentally inlove

Me Day!

"Heartbeat stops

Colors and promises

How to be brave?

How can I love when I'm afraid to fall?

.."

Still the best song for me. I muttered while listening to Christina Perri's Thousand years.

The song was used to play in my mind every time I saw Jongin.

The playful, Jongin that I loved.

I woke up to this freaking headache. Gaaah. I forgot I drunk last night. And I didn't remember what happened after I saw Sehun oppa. Omo! I did really saw Sehun.

Holy Macaroni! Eottoeke?! What did I just missed?! Was the opportunity to talk to him. Yeah I really did. Oh c'mon Eunmi -____-

I looked at my clock, it's still 7 in the morning.

What should I do today? Hmm. Okay I'll gonna go enjoy this day by myself. I thought.

So I decided to take a bath and get dressed. It's Tuesday and regularly dad and mom's not around everyday and we regularly see each other at dinner time since they're working. I went downstairs to check for breakfast and what I found was mom's specialty soup. I ate my breakfast, locked the doors and walked through the bus stop.

I call this day as "Me Day!" Me as in. Just me for today. No dates, no appointments and most especially no guys from the past :D

I arrived in front of the mall. Oh how I miss shopping. I was stucked for using the same clothes for the past two years. Of course back when I was at Seoul my friends would usually bought me clothes as their gift :)

The last time I went here, I saw Sehun oppa with a girl. I don't know why but I'm still hoping he has still no girlfriend and he still remembers our promise. *sighs*

Okay enough with those flashbacks. I need to treat myself ^___^

So first I went to a shoes boutique, since I'm addicted to shoes I bought 2 pairs of shoes. Then I went to the next shop, and bought 3 dresses, 2 skirts and 2 blouses. I'm not that really fashionista but I like it so I bought them.

I went to every boutique in the mall. And when I finished shopping, I went to my favorite bubble tea shop. Shopping can be tiring so I need to relax and chill for awhile.

The place was still the same. I can say that bcs back when I was in middle school I used to doodle some drawings on their table. KKK~ and the freedom wall. I can still read the notes I wrote. This place is perfect to reminisce.

Until I saw one of my notes.

"Kim Jongin & Park Eunmi to infinity and beyond."

I paused and sighed heavily. Now that's what you call a memory. I turned around to find a seat but it seems like all the seats are occupied so I just went to the counter to order and I'll just eat when I arrive home.

I had so much fun today. But srsly the memories keep on coming back. I'm still not yet ready to face it. Aish. I'm such a coward. I don't know, I'm still confused tho. Hmmm. I know time will come.

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MIANHAE FOR THIS SUPER LAME CHAPTER AND FOR NOT UPDATING FOR MONTHS TT

IT'S OKAY IF YOU'LL STOP READING THIS FIC BCS IT'S MY FAULT.

THANKYOU TO ALL WHO TRIED READING THIS FIC. ILOVEYOUSOMUCH ❤

xoxo, danixxi