Bxb oneshots

Happily ever after?

I'm not dead.
Good to know right?
I've honestly been so out of it lately, I've had no motivation or will to write, but I'm gonna give it a go.
So here's another sappy cliche.

Jesse's POV:

Breathe in.
Breathe out.

I have repeated those two phrases several times in the past hour. The words circling around my brain in a never ending loop, doing nothing to soothe my gut wrenching nervousness.
I am supposed to be getting married today.

Married.

How fucking crazy is that? See. The thing is, I don't want to get married. Not at all. I don't even know who the person is! All I know is that she's a stuck up bitch who sleeps around. The only reason I'm doing this is to keep my dad's most important business partner. Apparently his entire company was at risk of being shut down if I didn't marry his future business partners daughter.
Like what the fuck? This isn't some mideveal shit, and im not even into vagina! If ya know what i mean.Why do I have to go through with some arranged marriage?
Well, I've got an answer to that.
My dad is psychotic. Completely fucking bonkers. He goes on about threatening me, and trying to make me feel guilty about how his beloved company will run to the ground. So, I reluctantly agreed, mostly because I didn't want to die.

Enough with the back story.

So that leads me to where I am now.
Freaking out about a wedding I don't even want.
It's not even the wedding I'm freaking out about. It's because I know that he's going to be there. I'm going to have to go through with this shitty wedding, knowing I'm completely in love with someone else. I honestly don't even think he'll care I'm getting married. He's actually really happy for me, which sucks. I want him to be mad. I want him to confess his undying love for me. Butttt that's never going to happen.
Logan is my best friend. He's been there for me throughout my entire life. He was way more popular than I was and beat up the bullies that even dared to look at me incorrectly. He's just amazing, and extremely hot. Yes. Very very hot. But very very straight.

Sigh. Logan was a 6'5 wet dream. Gorgeous, muscled body with spiked up balck hair. His icy blue eyes have always been the icing on the cake for me. I have been in love with Logan since the 6th grade when I was going through puberty and realizing I was definitely into dick. Logan has always been the one for me. But sadly, he just didn't see that, the guy was way too oblivious. He didn't even know I was gay. I was just never sure if he'd treat me the same. Throughout the years, I've had to deal with Logan going out with gorgeous girls and leaving poor ole me behind. Don't get me wrong, we've always stayed good friends, but watching him with his girlfriends had always left me a bit bitter.

So. Again. Back to the present. The wedding is supposed to start in about an hour, which gives me plenty of time to book a flight to Mexico.
Deciding against my brilliant plan, I decide to flop down on the uncomfortable hotel bed. I let out a load groan and felt tears pricking my eyes.
Fuck no. I will not cry today. Not today Satan.
Apparently my body didn't want to listen today, and let salty tears fall from my eyes. I growled in frustration and decided just to lay there and accept my fate, until I heard a loud knock on coming from the door.

I sighed, already guessing who it was, and let out a quiet "Come in Logan."
Logan came in, a bright smile on his gorgeous face. He walked in, his expression unwavering until he saw my tear stricken face. His bright expression was immediately replaces with one of worry. He came towards me, grabbing my face in his hands, inspecting my expression.
"Jesse, what the hell happened?," Logan had a frantic expression on his face, trying to assess the situation. I groaned, jerking my face back and burying my face into the pillow.
Logan chuckled and flipped down right next to me.
"C'mon Jesse. Is this about the Wedding? I know you might be nervous, but trust me, it's gonna be alright. You guys love eachother, that's why you're here today, right?."
Wrong.
Logan looked at me, finishing off the sentence with an odd look in his eyes, with a smile that seemed somewhat forced.
Logan really was oblivious sometimes. For all he knows, Brittany(the girl I'm supposed to marry ) and I are completely in love with eachother.
I turned to Logan with a sigh.
"Logan. I don't think I can do this," I finished off with a tired sigh.
Logan looked at me with a shocked expression.
"You're just nervous, that's all. I'm sure everything is going to be fine. You're going to get out there and marry the love of your life."
Logan finished off, seemingly forcing the last sentence out between gritted teeth.
"Logan. I'm not nervous. I just can't do this."
"You're being stupid Jesse. Of course you can, you love her."

"Logan. I don't love her."
Logan looked at me, a shocked expression etched onto his gorgeous features.
"Jesse.."
"Logan.."

"I'm sure that as soon as you get out there everything will be fine. You're going to let go of all your doubts, you're going to say your vows, the I do things, and you're going to have a wife who you love. Don't you understand that?," Logan finished off his rant, staring into my eyes, a odd expression hidden in his eyes.

I let out a sigh. Better now than later.

"Logan. I'm gay."

Logan takes In a deep breathe and within seconds, his lips are on mine.

I'm not really sure who started the kiss, and I'm not sure I even care. All I know is that his lips on mine just feel absoloutely amazing.
In this moment, all my worries about my dad, my wedding, and my reputation all fly out the window.

Right now, it's just Logan and I.
We're all the matters.

Logan pulls back with a small smile tugging at his lips.

"I love you Jesse," he breathes out.
My heart stops and i smile.
I quickly reply with an
"I love you too Logan," before reattaching our lips once more.

I'm not sure what will happen in our future, hell, we could lose everything.
Our families, friends, our jobs.
But, one thing we will always have is eachother.

And I don't plan on letting him go anytime soon.

~Fin.

Tbh, I'm not sure how I feel about this one. It's definitely fluffy and doesn't make sense. Make sure to let me know how it is in the comments!!!
(Sorry for not updating In almost 2 months. Getting ready for senior year is stressful man. Especially with finals and all that fun stuff.)

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