I watched my older sister commit suicide. I still see her till this day. She had sex with her boyfriend and he made video and let people see it. Two weeks later she found out she was pregnant. I don't know if she gave the baby away or just committed suicide but she took a whole bottle of sleeping medicine. That was a long time ago. I was raped twice in my life once when I was 7 and the second time I had my baby girl which was recently. Before I got pregnant I tried to kill myself multiple times. I took 125 or more oxycodone and woke up 3 months later. Next time I tried it didn't work. The last time I tried I cut my wrists and 2 weeks later I was released from the hospital. What changed me from trying to commit suicide was my daughter. I got pregnant with my daughter and I was so happy, yes she's a product of rape and she'll never know that but loving her changed my mind. Today I only think about it when something bad happens like my mom getting lung cancer. But I don't go to the dark side. ( As I call it lol) I pray to God about help.
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Suicide talk
No FicciónTalking about suicide and the signs. warning there will be talking about graphic details read at your own risk.
