Found At 17 (BoyxBoy) (Closed Untill Given A Reason To Start It Up Again)

Chap7

Chapter 7

{Payton's Short POV}

Standing in the middle of the living room as Ryan sits on the couch behind me I'm singing loud to One Direction. Yes, I'm a 1D fan. Whatever haters!! I turn around to Ryan and start singing to him. I don't understand the feelings I get around him but I know my wolf is crazy hyper around him. My father said that when i am over age I will be in training to become an Elder. I have an Elders soul. The day I was born was the day my mother Died. The only reason why I'm alive is because my mothers father, one of our pack Elders gave me his Soul to replace the one that was taken from me in a ritual done on my mother by rouges.

I sometimes find myself wishing I knew my mother, but at the same time I know that if I did I would be like Jamie...He tries to hide it so much but he is always crying in his room. I hear him sometimes begging the gods to return our mother. I wouldn't want to live like that. I feel like I am missing something though, I know It's my mother. When I'm around Ryan though the feeling goes away. Its replaced with happy crazy hyperness. Wanting to let my wolf out and pounce him. That's what happened the night I saw him in the bed bleeding.

I couldn't hold back I had to help heal him, The Elder's soul made my wolf age a lot faster then most. At home I am like the mother of the house. I'm the one that cooks and cleans. I don't go to school, my father home schools me because I take care of the younger babies in the nursery that I once slept in. My daddy calls me his "Mother Hen" It makes me laugh. I don't mind it, I love kids.

When It comes to Ryan I know he is my mate with everything that's in me my wolf my Soul I know he is mine. I will never let anyone touch him ever again.

We were never close he would come over all the time and spend time with Jamie. I would find myself staring for to long. the last year I noticed how attracted my wolf is to his. When Ryan would walk by I find myself fighting the need to jump out and grab him. I'm not sure if he felt it until I actually touched him. When our hands touched I felt jolts of electricity shoot through me. I know my wolf was wagging his tail happy as hell to be close to the one he loved.

I had to tell him I loved him, If I didn't I think I would of never had a chance with him. He is 7 years older then me....well 6 ill be 11 next month. I want to blame my feelings all on my Elder soul but I know I truly care for him. I never had a problem with gay people because my brother is gay but I never thought I would be gay.

I told my father this morning after I woke up in Ryan's arms. I ran to his room jumped into his bed and told him everything. How we kissed and I said I love him and how I know he loves me too. I didn't know how he would take it. I was hoping he would still love me knowing that I loved a man I didn't know what he would do. He looked Pissed for a long while as he was deep in thought. I couldn't move though I just set there at the end of his bed watching his every move.

After what seemed like hours he forced a smile and nodded. I almost died I jumped on him and hugged him tight. We talked for hours though about what will happen now, what was inappropriate to do with Ryan and what he accepted in the house. He said the outside world would never accept it so outside the house we have to act like we are just friends nothing more like i am his little brother or something. It was fine though because that's how I saw him....which only made this weirder. I saw him as a big brother.

"Its the Elder soul." My dad said to me as he held me in his arms. I think he was trying to convince himself not really me.

"What do you mean?" I asked and he pulled away a bit to look down at me.

"Your wolf is your Soul, you will always have an older wolf inside of you Payton. When Grandfather gave you his Soul he gave you his wolf. That's why you could faze at such a young age." He explained and I nodded still a little confused. Dad smiles and chuckled under his breath.

"Your wolf thinks you are older because he is older. He doesn't know your human age he just knows his lifespan has grown because he was given to another. It is a great honor to have the soul you have Payton. Not many Elders get the chance to pass their soul to another. Your mother and your grandfather died to save you Payton. Don't you ever forget how special and different you are." He kisses my forehead and pushes me out of his bed.

"I have to train your brother today and his mate so we will be busy today. Take Ryan to the movies or something, I'm sure he would like to get out of the house. Watch after him he is still healing I assume." I smile and nod.

"Oh dad, Ryan has healed more then normal His wound is almost fully healed." My dad smiles and pushes me out of his room.

"Its because his Mate healed him." He teases but I know he really meant it. Remembering yesterday when I cleaned his wounds with my saliva I blushed a little as I walked back into the room.

Opening my bright blue door I roll my eyes as I see Ryan trying to put his shoes on but failing. I walk over to him and help him put his chucks on, they had rainbows on them and I just giggled to myself as he scoffed.

"You're just jealous like Jamie. My rainbow shoes are amazing." I smile as I stand back up and wrap my arms around him tight pressing myself into him and resting my head on his shoulder.

"I'm guessing your dad took it well then?" He asked as he returned my tight hug with one of his own.

"Yeah, we talked for a while about the do's and dont's until i am older." I smile as I pull away and reach my hand up to his face and run my finger over his snake bites.

"Did those hurt?" I ask.

"Not at all." He says smugly, rolling my eyes I move my hand back to my side and walk over to my door and close it.

"So what are the do's and dont's?" he asks.

"We can hug and cuddle inside the house, I'm aloud to hold your hand in public but not with our fingers laced together." I say the do's and he reaches out taking my small slender hand in his much bigger one lacing our fingers together.

"Understandable." He says with a smile as I blush.

"We cant make out or anything crazy like that and in public we have to act like friends....or brothers." I say and look down but then back up fast as I hear him chuckle my brows frowned not understanding.

"Is it weird that I see you as my little brother?" He asks which puts me at ease.

"No because a part of me see's you like a big brother." I smile reassuring him.

"Oh ok good, I was worried it was going to freak you out." I smile and nod.

"Payton?" Ryan says

"Yeah?" I answer.

"Will you be my future mate?" He asks, at first I thought he was joking around teasing me but then I look into his eyes and my wolf took over. My lips found his and I kiss him tenderly our laced fingers tightening as he kisses me back.

"Yes." I answer his question after I broke our kiss.

"I have a rule though." Ryan says, I give him a questionable look.

"You get one kiss a day until you are 15." He says as he jumps up before I can argue and pulls me out of the room with me grumbling and mumbling under my breath and him chucking as we walk into the kitchen.

{{Writers Announcement: This chapter was just letting you know about the morning after they woke up. It was the same morning JJ and Jamie took their shower and what not. Which btw is Saturday, Felt the need to fill everyone in on that lol.}}