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3 is better than 2

Warnings
-part 2
-I don't know if this will be the end
-if its by me it's cringe
-please vote because that makes me feel better about myself
-lets get it

I will fix this. That's what I wanted to do but it didn't go as planned. Kyungsoo agreed to wait until I fixed things with Sehun before he can so I thought everything would turn out well. I was fucking wrong. I hate myself so much. I loathe everything about myself for what I did to Sehun! What type of alpha am I? I went to that club to fix everything but instead I made it worse.
• FLASHBACK •
I got ready and made myself look more than presentable. I took a few scent blockers so that if I did get out of control then I wouldn't force my dominance on Sehun.
"Bring him back Jongin" Kyungsoo kissed me as I was leaving
"I'll try" I respond and Kyungsoo just smiles encouragingly at me
I'm at the club trying to spot Chanyeol so that I can head towards him and he can help me find Sehun. With no luck I headed to the bar so I could take a shot and have my nerves calm down.
I'm shaking with how nervous I am so I need something strong. Out of the corner of my eye I look towards the VIP section hoping to find Chanyeol there but instead I see Sehun sitting down on another mans lap and Tao kissing Sehun.
What the fuck?! If I hadn't put on scent blockers everyone would've of sensed my rage if they couldn't see it from my face. My hands are getting clamy as I grip the cup of alcohol tightly.
"Calm down" I repeat to myself
I feel someones hand on my shoulder and I gripped the hand off me.
"Dude what the fuck?" Chanyeol hissed at me as he held his hand
"I'm sorry" I mutter still looking at Sehun
"So you already spotted him? Want to know who they are?" Chanyeol asked me
I nodded swallowing my drink bitterly, I'm going to need lot's of alcohol tonight.
"Thats Tao" I interrupted him " I already know who Tao is"
"No, you only know him as Sehun's friend but back in high school Sehun was in China and Tao was his first friend there" Chanyeol explained
"They're still friends at this point" I groaned
"Okay well the taller male over there is Yifan or as other people call him Kris and Sehun and Tao both liked him" Chanyeol clarified
I scowled at the mention of Sehun liking another male.
"Whats his status?" I ask
"Alpha" Chanyeol clarifies
I hated the idea of my omega being loved by two other alphas
"Anyways, Tao and Sehun not being able to get what they wanted because Kris had a girlfriend at the time they turned to each other" Chanyeol illustrates
"Excuse me?" I asked confused, more like I didn't want to understand
"They were fuck buddies" Chanyeol gulps at my face and my grip on the chair
"Keep going" I demand
"In sophomore year Tao and Sehun finally grasped Kris's attention when he found them making out at a party after that they helped Kris figure out his sexuality and they all became really good friends" Chanyeol enlightened me with this new found information
"Is that all they were?" I asked sourly
"Tao and Sehun continued their fuck buddy relationship all through highs school and in Junior year Tao and Kris became mates and Sehun still joined them in their fun nights then in Senior year they were all going to try to become a like your relationship before" Chanyeol explained
"Did it work out?" I asked gloomily
"Yes, they were a happy polyamorous relationship but in college Sehun's family moved to Korea so they had a long distance relationship and you met Sehun in your 2nd year in college right? Well at that point they were still together but a long the lines Sehun ended it with them but they all left it in good terms" Chanyeol finally finished
"So is that tall guy Kris?" I asked
"Yep, want to see a close up picture?" Chanyeol wondered
I nodded and Chanyeol pulled up a picture of Sehun and that guy hugging happily while Tao was in the background running after them. That guy is the guy that I didn't recognize in Sehun's photos. Maybe Sehun finally moved on? No please that can't be.
"How am I going to talk to Sehun?" I whine
"Look he's going to the bathroom!" Chanyeol exclaimed "you go and I'll greet Tao to distract them"
"Thanks Chanyeol, I really owe you" I yelled back at him as I ran to the bathroom to meet Sehun.
I walked in there and found Sehun fixing his makeup, I walked behind him and saw his expression change to a dead one as he recognized me through the mirror.
"How'd you find me?" He asked bothered
"I didn't know you were going to be here" I lied
"Well act like you didn't see me" Sehun ordered
"Sehun I-" Sehun interrupted me " Look I know you want to talk and I understand that but you need to understand that I don't want to"
"Please just come back" I pleaded pathetically
"I'm not sure if you saw me but right now I'm with people that treat me way better than you have" Sehun smiled at me apologetically "so please leave me be"
"We're still mates Sehun please don't do this to me... to us!" I begged
"Us? You're funny" Sehun chuckled
"Kyungsoo and I want you back" I stated
"Well Kris and Tao also want me" Sehun mocked me
"Please Sehun let's at least talk about it" I requested
"We're talking about it aren't we?" Sehun sarcastically replied
"Sehun we're mates please don't leave us" I cried
Sehun seemed shocked at the desperation and agony in my voice but his expression quickly turned into a smirk
"About that, Fanfan, I mean Kris wants to bite me and Tao wants to as well" Sehun revealed
My heart started beating so fast, I felt like I was about to combust. I can't describe the tenebrosity that took over my heart when I heard his news. It was like a slap in the face for everything that I've done to him. I also was engulfed in a outrage of hearing two other alphas want to mark MY omega.
"It was nice talking to you" Sehun smiles at me and leaves
"I fucked up" I cried to myself
After that I spent my time getting wasted and shooing away any interested people. I may be a brute but I don't want to fuck up my other relationship.
My phone started ringing and it was Kyungsoo. How am I going to tell him that our baby doesn't want to come back that in fact he's not even ours anymore.
I answered solemnly.
"What happened? Is he coming back? Can I talk to him" Kyungsoo asked excited
"Jongin? What happened? I've been anxiously waiting for you two to bust through the door so I can kiss both of you with all my life and love" Kyungsoo happily and nervously revealed
I finally broke down and I couldn't even speak to kyungsoo. I felt so much shame and hate for myself.
"Baby? What's wrong? Are you okay?" Kyungsoo anxiously questioned me
"I-I.... Sehun he....mov-ed o-on" I struggled to speak as my throat hurt from keeping all my tortured cries inside
There was a long silence and I just couldn't put myself together so I can help my beta get through this.
"I'm coming to pick you up" Kyungsoo lovingly answers through the phone
I hang up and head outside so I can wait for him.
I started to smoke, I only did it when I was really stressed. It's going to be hard to drop my bad habit again. I looked over when I saw Kris calling someone.
"Yes, please come pick us up" He hanged up and he looked over at me
He had an unbothered face but it was like an epiphany hit him and he glared at me. Looks like Sehun told him about me.
"You shouldn't smoke" He hatefully muttered at me
"Fuck off" I growled
"I couldn't give two shits what happens to you but Sehun would be upset if you died from fucking lung cancer you bastard" Kris snarled at me
At the mention of Sehun I started getting back up with rage. Normally I'd walk away but I'm drunk and my scent blockers finally wore off.
At stomped towards Kris and before I knew it I punched him.
"Back off before I hit you" Kris warned me
I don't listen and I push him harshly "why did you have to take him away!?"
Kris punched me and spit out "Control yourself and just so you know I didn't take him away he came to me because you've been treating him like rubbish so I decided I'd show him what really loving someone feels like"
"Shut the fuck up you bastard!" Roared at him and punched him busting his lip open in the process.
Sehun came out and looked at Kris horrified.
"Get away from him!" Sehun shrieked
Kris and I both stopped our assualts. Sehun headed towards Kris and checked him all over then he started walking towards me.
"Sehun let me explain" I soberly panicked
"Shut up!" Sehun yelled at me
It was loudly quiet when suddenly Sehun had slapped me. My skin burned as the cold wind hit my red cheek.
"I was considering on maybe meeting you so we could talk but now I know that you're still as impulsive and imprudent as before" Sehun's words pierced through the silence and my body.
Kyungsoo got to the club at that exact minute as well.
"Jongin!" Kyungsoo yelled worried
"Please make him stay away from my alphas and I" Sehun spat out hatefully at Kyungsoo
"Fine but please listen to me" Kyungsoo begged
"Fine" Sehun answered "Hurry up before our driver gets here"
"Sehun words can't describe how sorry I am for treating you the way I did but I still want to try to apologize and make amends with you" Kyungsoo took a deep breath "I'm sincerely sorry. I shouldn't of crossed the line with you and I should've treated you more fairly"
Sehun looked at him bored
"I was too blinded by jealousy realize that I also love you and as you know that's because I've never been good at sharing but that's not an excuse for my behavior" Kyungsoo continued now crying "I miss you so much! I miss our little bickering and your teasing! I miss your beautiful smile and your cute little pout! I mostly miss how you used to look at both of us.... I really do love you Sehun"
I hugged Kyungsoo as he weeped harder.
"My driver is here" Sehun informed us as he helped Kris and Tao get inside the car. He looked at both of us one last time and wiped his tears. The car sped off after that.
Kyungsoo and I headed to our car and just cried together
• END OF FLASHBACK •
We'll never stop loving you Sehun. I wish I could turn back time and love you the way I should've.