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3 is better than 2

Warning
-hey, sorry to all the peeps that had been waiting for this one
-sekaisoo
-smut? Maybe.
-it's been a while so u might wanna go back and read part two of this
-vote ya goof balls
-I have three other drafts that I probs won't publish, lol

How could they do this to me? I finally was getting them out of my head and they come back to hunt me. Like reapers not leaving the soul they're taking. Ever since I left them I've been plagued with regret and I was finally convincing myself that it was the right decision. They just had to show up like this. Fuck. I can't lie to myself and I really wish I could but I fucking miss them.
I felt a soft but firm arm on my shoulder. "Stop over thinking" Tao smiled at me
"Sorry I just, I don't know" I replied sincerely confused with myself
"Sehun I'm not going to lie to you but whatever it is that you're concluding in that little head of yours should stop" Yifan flicked my forehead to exaggerate his point
"What? I'm more confused now" I scrunch up my nose in confusion
"You should listen to them, after you do you can make a final conclusion on what you want to do" Yifan explains
"That way your judgement won't be clouded and you can hear their side of their story" Tao explains in further detail
"But what if they make me feel guilty? What about you guys?" I asked worried
I miss them but I also care deeply for these two.
"You'll know if they make you feel guilty, we taught you the signs" Tao smiles at me
"Don't worry about us, we're used to this" Yifan says a bit sourly
"I'm sorry" I apologize
"Haha, I'm just kidding, really though just follow what your heart tells you" Yifan points at my heart
"But listen to your head as well, be cautious" Tao hugs me
"I'm really sorry! I love you guys so much, I'll never forget you guys" I begin to cry
I'm just like them, I gave Fan and Tao false hope. I manipulated and used them so I could feel better about myself.
"Hey, hey, don't worry about us" Tao hugs me tighter
"I already told you we'll be fine, we have each other and you weren't using us" Yifan joins the hug

After that whole night I reached out to Kai and asked him to meet up with me. Yifan and Tao were going back to China in a week and they invited me to go if things to don't work out. Now here I am trying to calm myself down by hiding myself in the big fluffy hoodie that is scented with Yifan and Taos scent. I close my eyes and drown myself in Yifans calming scent and Taos playful one.
"Hello Sehun" I open my eyes to Kyungsoo and Kai sitting down with me
"Hi" Reply nervously
Come on, I need to use my cold facade if I want to not start bawling.
"It's nice seeing you" Kyungsoo gives me one of his rare gummy smiles
Take a deep breath.
"Yes, I guess you could say the same" I replied stoically "So let's cut to the chase, I asked you guys to meet me because I was advised to at least hear you guys out before J go back to China"
If I lie and tell them that then what will be their reactions? Will it be as strong as the last one? No, I have to pretend that I'm not interested or else they'll hurt me again. I need to see if they've changed or are they still the same unmoving and unfazed rocks.
"You're leaving!?" Kyungsoo's smile disappears as fast as it came
"Yes" I lie
"Okay, well I'll start first" Kai cleared his throat nervously "I want to tell you two things"
Kai looked at me as if asking for permission to keep going, I nod and he continues.
"I'm happy for you and I hope you'll always have fortune and joy in your life. I want you to know that I just want the best for you and if they're the best then so be it"
He's giving up that easily?
"At least that's what part of me believes but my wolf and the other part of me want you to know that we'll always love you" Kai takes a deep breath and lets out his wolf "I love you so much and if I could turn back time I would, you're my omega and you're my first love along with Kyungsoo so no matter how happy you're with them I'll always want you next to me because you'll always be mine"
Kai shakes his head a bit and his crystal clear blue eyes change back to his honey nut ones.
"I'll always love you and so will my wolf, I want you and not just your body. I miss your angelic smile and your cute little giggles that wake me up every morning. Quite frankly you'll never leave my heart, I refuse to let you leave. If you did there would be an unfillable hole in my heart baby"
Kai takes a deep breath and gives me a breathtaking heart shattering smile. God how much I've missed that smile.
"I guess it's my turn then, well you already know what I feel for you since I made that clear last time" Kyungsoo nervously picks at his glasses
"Is that it then?" I ask, please don't let that be it
"No, no" Kyungsoo shakes his head and continues "Since I already told you what I felt I'll tell you what I'll change"
"I'm listening" I add as my heart flutters
"I'm still going to tease you endlessly but I won't do it to hurt you and if I do I would want you to tell me so I can show you how much I love you. I'll give you warm smiles instead of snarls and frowns. From now on your heart will tremble from how much we love you that you just can't take it instead of it trembling of pain" Kyungsoo gives me a sinful smirk " I realized I'm missing out on a lot so from now I'll make sure appreciate every each of you and I mean every single each of your body"
I blush madly at his innuendo, how could I not want to go back?
"We really do love you Sehun, please come back to us" Kyungsoo and Kai say as they have their hand out to me to take
I want to take their hand and spend the rest of my life with them but how can I be sure that what happened last time won't happen again?
"If you guys start playing with me or give off any signs that you're going back to how your treated me then I'll leave and I'll make sure you can't find me again" I narrowed my eyes at them seriously. I love them but I don't want to go back to those days.
They both nod and Kai looks at me with a goofy grin "Then let's start all over"
I look at him confused and he grins at me like a dork "Hello, my name is Kim Jongin but my wolfs name is Kai so most people call me Kai, I'd like to cherish and love you if you accept to be my boyfriend"
"You're a doofus, yes, my name is Sehun and I'm here to love you guys but you better not play with me" I finally relax and breakout in a huge grin
"Hey there beautiful, I was almost blinded by your gorgeous smile, my name is Kyungsoo and I'm interested in making you have butterflies for me. I also am infatuated with you but thats just a bonus" Kyungsoo blushed as he smiled embarrassed
"I also accept to that great offer, don't worry I'm also infatuated with you" I giggle
Kai looks at me lovingly and leans in to kiss me but stops to whisper in my ear "Can I kiss you?"
"Yes now hurry up" I get red at his tone
"You're so needy" Kyungsoo whispers in my ear and moves his face to be in my neck
I feel him breath in my scent and Kais hand start sneaking up into my shirt.
I moan quietly and Kyungsoo smirks as he evokes a moan from me by sneaking his hand on to my thigh.
"Stop! We're at a cafe" I mumble out
"Let's take this somewhere" Kai leads me to the car
"Thank god, I thought my heat would be activated by you guys" I sigh relieved
"That's not good, other people would've got a whiff of your intoxicating aroma" Kyungsoo bites my neck
"Ah ngh" I moan
"Kyungsoo take care of our baby while I drive home okay? Don't be too naughty though, we don't want to crash do we?" Kai commands
"Yes, daddy" Kyungsoo and I reply
I look at Kyungsoo a bit shocked but he kisses me passionately.
This is definitely what I want my whole life. If they weren't here I don't know what I would do, I really love them. I've fallen too deep this time but I'm sure they'll be there to catch me.

Oops I guess no smut.