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3 is better than 2

Warning
-second try at smut
-cringe
-it's going to bad
-kinda angsty
-threesome
-sehun+kyungsoo+jongin
-omega sehun, beta kyungsoo and alpha jongin
-part 1??
-it's really long

It had been months since the last time I saw him. We had got into an argument and since then he hadn't come back. Fuck. I really do miss him.
• FLASHBACK•
"You don't pay as much attention to me anymore" Sehun whined "you're always looking at Kyungsoo! Look at me for once"
"Green isn't your color Sehun" Kyungsoo muttered
"Kyungsoo behave, Sehun I'm busy with paperwork right now... let's talk about this later" I scowled annoyed
I was trying to finish some paperwork and it was really stressing me out.
"But-I" Sehun tried again
"Go away, he's trying to finish his work and I'm cooking" Kyungsoo interrupted Sehun "You're just getting in the way"
Sehun looked at me for conformation that I wanted him to leave. His eyes pleading me to prove Kyungsoo wrong but I just looked away.
"Fine. Where do you want to go to?" Sehun asked hurt
"Somewhere, anywhere but here" I grumbled already tired with his behavior
"I don-fine" Sehun mumbled
"I'll call you when everything is done so you're not in the way anymore" Kyungsoo said as he smiled fakely
I looked up at Sehun and his face surprisingly showed his emotions. He was hurt and irritated. I started feeling guilty that I had made my omega feel such way but it was to late since Sehun had already turned around and left our condo.
"Why were you so mean?" I asked Kyungsoo
"You needed space" Kyungsoo answered like it was obvious
"I know but he looked really hurt" I realized
"You could've stopped me" Kyungsoo stated
I could've stopped him but I didn't.
"Don't worry about him, I'm always mean to him and he's mean back" Kyungsoo tried to console my worried look away "he'll bounce back, it's not like you told him you don't love him anymore"
Maybe he's right.
• END OF FLASHBACK•
How could I have been so stupid? Of course he wasn't right. I basically had told him to get out of our sight because he was being useless. Kyungsoo wasn't helping either and I just let him treat Sehun like trash. I miss him dearly but I've tried contacting him for 6 months and there's been no response. What did I expect when I treated him like garbage?
"Baby, are you thinking about him?" Kyungsoo asked sleepily
"Did I wake you up? I'm sorry, just go back to sleep" I responded
"It's okay baby.....he'll come back" Kyungsoo muttered sleepily
"Hush, sleep you have work tomorrow" I replied trying to avoid the talking about Sehun
"I love you and Sehun is also your mate so I'm sure he also loves you too" Kyungsoo gently said "Goodnight"
"Goodnight" I replied
Once I was sure that Kyungsoo had fallen asleep I went to Sehun's room.

Everything was left untouched because I was afraid I would ruin it for when he came back. His old paintings, magazines, and plants that he loves so much are still here. The joy and color of the room is long gone just like Sehun. The only thing that Sehun had taken that day were his songs and a few of his clothes. He had even left behind his cellphone. Why had I been so stupid? I looked at Sehun's crop top from that night.
• FLASHBACK •
I had stayed up waiting for him and Kyungsoo laid a sleep on my lap. At first I was worried about his whereabouts but now I was furious that I hadn't heard anything from him through the whole night.
The door creaked open revealing a sober Sehun with a very revealing outfit.
"Where were you!" I whispered upset
"Why are you whispering?" Sehun asked ignoring my question
I moved away from Kyungsoo to get closer to Sehun. "Kyungsoo fell asleep waiting for you"
"What? That midget would never wait for me, he probably didn't want to sleep without you" Sehun laughed
"Sehun Kyungsoo was also worried about you! Where were you!? Got damn it" I asked angrily
Suddenly Sehun's amused and easy going behavior changed to a cold one.
"You both said you wanted me gone" Sehun stated
"Yes but you were supposed to come back" I tried not to yell
"I'm here aren't I? I came back" Sehun scowled
"Don't scowl at me! You know what I mean, so where were you? You had fun if you're clothe are an indication" I angrily grabbed Sehun's arm to our room so we wouldn't wake up Kyungsoo
"I was out with Tao and yes I had so much fun waiting for you to call me yet I didn't receive a call at all" Sehun coldly muttered
"I called you!" I yelled
"It was 12:45 when my phone died so I'm sorry I wasn't available when you wanted me to be" Sehun replied annoyed
"Fine. I'm sorry we didn't call you earlier" I apologized insincerely
"Oh no, I did receive a call from one of you" Sehun said bitterly
"What?" I asked confused
"Kyungsoo called me much earlier than you did" Sehun bitterly answered
Fuck, what did Kyungsoo do?
"Did he tell you to come home?" I asked hopefully
"No, he had me on speaker while you two fucked" Sehun responded without emotion "it was nice to know that while I waited your call you were fucking"
"So we were having sex? We've had sex when Kyungsoo was gone" I stated
"You're a dick head" Sehun angrily spits out
"What the fuck!? Sehun you're being dramatic! I didn't call you earlier and I asked you to leave... That's not really a big deal! I'm sorry I hurt your poor little omega feelings" I angrily yelled back
"I should've took Tao's offer" Sehun whispered to himself
"Excuse me!? I didn't hear that. You're wearing slutty clothe and you're hanging out with a man that I don't like shouldn't I be the one upset" I let my anger consume me "What his offer huh?"
"I may be an omega but Tao is my friend way before you showed up so I'm not going to stop hanging out with him because you're a stupid jealous alpha!" Sehun screamed at me
"I never told you to stop hanging out with him but you're wearing slutty clothes, you've been drinking and you mentioned something about another alpha's offer" I snarled "So obviously I'm going to be upset"
Sehun just glared at me. I looked at Sehun's body which enraged me even more. He was wearing a black silk crop top with a fish net underneath and tight pants. Tao's intentions were never good.
"Now what was his offer? Did he offer to fuck you? Did he offer to mate you? Did he offer to knot you? You're such an easy omega that you thought about it" I speak without thinking. I struggled to keep my pheromones from releasing in waves
"Are you serious? Tao's offer was to let me stay at his place or call Suho so I could stay there because at that moment I wasn't sober and I could barely walk" Sehun struggled to speak as his instincts tried to make him summit
"Since you're sober you took his offer huh?" I stopped trying to control my pheromones so I could have the pleasure of making Sehun summit
"No you motherfucker! I asked him to call a taxi and I waited outside until you guys were done fucking and until I sobered up and had the right mindset to face you both" Sehun struggled to stand almost falling as my pheromones were becoming to strong for him
"Sehun I'm sorry... I really am" I apologized "I let my rage control me and you weren't making it easier on me"
"I'm going to sleep" Sehun responded after I stopped releasing pheromones
I hugged Sehun and went to get Kyungsoo so he could sleep with us on the bed but when I came back Sehun wasn't there. I laid Kyungsoo down and checked his room and as I suspected the light was on. So he was going to sleep there? He doesn't even have a bed in there but I need to give him space after our argument.
• END OF FLASHBACK•
There had been so many signs and arguments that Sehun felt insecure. He just wanted my attention and I ignored it all. Why did I ignore it? He just wanted to talk and I ignored and hurt him to the point that he doesn't want anything to do with me anymore.
I picked up his cellphone that he left behind and started going through all his photos. There were so many of him and his friends and there were even more of me. I surprisingly found an album that just contained pictures of Kyungsoo. Sehun was in love with Kyungsoo as well but Kyungsoo didn't realize until it was too late.
I spent almost an hour looking at Sehun's photos when I reached a year where Kyungsoo and I didn't exist in his life. He looked so happy back then and way more carefree. There were many pictures of him and Tao and his ex lover Luhan. There were triple the amount of pictures of another man though. No idea who he is.
Suddenly my phone started ringing.
"Hello" I said
"Hey, want to go to my friends club tomorrow? It's the grand opening" Chanyeol asks
"It's 3:00 in the morning and you call for this?" I ask
"I heard Sehun was going to be there" Chanyeol said seriously
"What?! Are you sure!?" I asked hopefully
"Baekhyun was speaking on the phone with him" Chanyeol clarified " I wasn't supposed to tell you but you guys are mates and you're meant to be"
"Thank you Chanyeol" I felt the tears spilling
"I'll text you the information later but please don't make a scene and dont bring Kyungsoo" Chanyeol pleads
"Why not?" I ask confused
"Sehun and Kyungsoo never got along well and sure Sehun had also fallen for Kyungsoo but he sorta has a resentment for Kyungsoo and seeing you will definitely not make him happy so imagine him seeing Kyungsoo as well" Chanyeol explained
I ignored Sehun for Kyungsoo of course he doesn't want to see Kyungsoo. Sehun doesn't want to see me either, that fucking hurts. My omega doesn't yearn for me like I do. That breaks my heart and definitely made my wolf very depressed.
"Does he know I'll be there?" I ask
"I told you that I wasn't supposed to tell you so no" Chanyeol explains "Goodnight"
"Goodnight"
• FLASHBACK •
A week had passed since I argued with Sehun and Sehun was already acting up again. He had a fist fight with Kyungsoo.
"He hit me! Jongin!" Kyungsoo cried
"Sehun!" I yelled
"He started it" Sehun looked like a kick ed puppy
"You hit me! What kind of omega are you?" Kyungsoo asked resentfully
"The kind that will beat your ass if you don't shut the fuck up" Sehun snarled
"Stop it both of you!" I yelled as I hugged Kyungsoo
Sehun bared his teeth at Kyungsoo and Kyungsoo responded "that's why Jongin loves me more"
"Kyungsoo stop it" I plead
"No! Tell him what you told me while he was away" Kyungsoo demanded
Sehun looked at me expectantly
"Stop it, I need you both to calm down" I pleaded again
"He told me that he only loved me and that I was the only one for him" Kyungsoo smiled evilly
"Is that true?" Sehun asked hurt
"Sehun let's not do this now" I ordered
"No!" Sehun shrieked "answer me!"
"Sehun stop" I ordered again
"Answer" Sehun bared his teeth at me angrily
"Tell him the truth" Kyungsoo added to the fire
"Fine. I did. Are you both happy now?" I growled
Kyungsoo was about to happily reply but when he saw Sehun's face he hesitated. Sehun was now packing his things.
"What are you doing?" I panicked
"I came back from studying abroad a week ago and I was welcomed with arguing. I tried to talk to you about a problem and you shut me out multiple times. I tried to be nice to you but you always acted like a bitch and told me that Jongin only loved you. I don't know if you realized but I also loved you so for me to punch you means you went to far even for our bickering. Then my suspicions are confirmed that you don't love me like you used to because the most affectionate you have been with me since I've been back was that hug from our argument" Sehun spoke emotionless but at the same time there was so much emotion and intensity as he spoke
"Sehun I didn't know" Kyungsoo shocked tried to speak but Sehun interrupted him.
"I just wanted to speak with both of you about an insecurity of mine that had been clawing and bruising me while I was away but both of you covered your ears to my pleads" Sehun said breathlessly
"Sehun I'm-m" I tried to speak
"Shut the fuck up! I've been trying so hard to please both of you and you both have been treating me like garbage" Sehun finally began to cry
"I'm s-s" Kyungsoo and I both tried to apologize
"I'm done. If you didn't give me a chance to explain myself then neither will I" Sehun bawled in agony "I'm fucking done with both of you! Enjoy your relationship"
Sehun tried to leave with his suitcase but I couldn't just leave him so I tried to hold his hand but Sehun snatched it away like it scorched his skin. Kyungsoo then tried to go after him but Sehun slammed the door in his face. Kyungsoo and I looked at each other and ran after Sehun but by the time we reached him he had already left in his BMW. I kneeled there not nothing what to do and Kyungsoo just sat down on the concrete looking dazed. What have we done?
• END OF FLASHBACK •
I will meet Sehun and I will apologize. He's my mate and I've been away from him too long. Kyungsoo will also figure things out with him. We'll fix things. I'll fix this.