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female nick — nicki simmons
in which nicki is in a relationship with jay but has feelings for isaiah disclaimer: this chapter contains mentions of abuse
nickis pov
friday evening // 5:18 pm
jah 🤪 >> nicki you home?
delivered 4:56
stoke ☺️ >> wya mamas?
delivered 4:59
isaiah 🥰 >> damn bae really ignoring us
delivered 5:01
jah 🤪 >> she big mad and we ain't even do nothing..😐
delivered 5:04
stoke ☺️ >> she mean ash
delivered 5:07
"why these niggas keep texting yo phone?" jay frowned grabbing my phone off the night stand. "i-ion know.." i mumbled. jay didn't approve of me having mostly guy friends but a lot of females hated me because his ex - black chyna - spread rumors about me.
she was saying how he was cheating on her with me and all that shit. jay also tends to get pretty jealous whenever i hang out with my male friends. i try not to show that jays abusive though since i know it could ruin his career.
"tell them to stop texting you.." jay threw my phone on the bed. i quickly grabbed it and opened the group chat.
me >> guys i can't talk right now. i'm putting y'all on mute for a min..
jay watched over my shoulder,which was making me rather nervous. "i'm bout to go to the studio..if i catch you doin some slick shit i'm beatin' yo ass. got it?" i nodded frantically.
normally if i nigga ever put their hands on me i'd fight back but jays a bit crazy. the first time he put his hands on me we were arguing and he grabbed my arm. i pushed him away and started cussing at him and he ended up slapping me. we got into a full on fist fight which resorted in jay injuring my wrist.
sometimes i still do fight back but he always ends up hurting me more. plus he's 6'0" and i'm 5'0" so i look tiny to him. what am i gonna do? climb on top of him and start beatin' on him? after jay left i opened the group chat again.
stoke ☺️ >> wow
delivered 5:18
jah 🤪 >> bae really put us on mute
delivered 5:21
isaiah 🥰 >> rude af
delivered 5:22
me >> i'm sorry y'all jay was being annoying again
delivered 5:57
jah 🤪 >> why don't you break up with him?
isaiah 🥰 >> yeah that nigga don't deserve you
stoke ☺️ >> nick u bad af y you dating that
dumbass? he barely speak proper english
me >> i like him guys...
isaiah 🥰 >> no you don't
jah 🤪 >> did he hit you?
stoke ☺️ >> just let us beat that nigga ass
me >> i'm fine y'all
jah 🤪 >> describe your state right now
me >> i'm sitting on my bed....
stoke ☺️ >> any bruises or cuts? pain?
me >> not really
isaiah 🥰 >> you not crying?
