𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐑 𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒

xvi

female isaiah — isabel rivera

robb bank$ — richard burrell
in which robb is in denial about his feelings for isabel
friday night // 11:34 pm

i took the blunt stokeley offered me,bringing it to my lips and taking a long drag of it. i exhaled,the smoke running out of my nose and my lips. "you mighty quite bruh.." stokeley commented taking the blunt from me. "just thinking.." i mumbled staring strat ahead. the truth was a was trying to escape my thoughts. i couldn't stop thinking about isabel.

— flashback —

we were at the fair. all the bright lights were flashing and the smell of food was prominent. isabel swung our intertwined fingers back and fourth,happily walking next to me. "robb lets go on that!" she smiled brightly,pointing at a spiral shaped roller coaster.

"ma didn't you just have a funnel cake?" i asked laughing lightly. isabel shrugged, dragging me towards the roller coaster line. i smiled at isabel,who was jumping excitedly ass we waited in line. i promised her i'd take her to the fair since she helped me study for a calculus exam.

side note — cAlcULuS. that shit make me mad. calculus ain't gon help my rapping career. ain't that bout a bitch. anyways,in return i promised to take isabel to the state fair. we were having a great time,eating a bunch of food that would probably give us diabetes, riding dangerous roller coasters,taking pictures in the photo booths. everything was going great until i had to take isabel home.

most of the times we'd just blast music and sing along but isabel was oddly quiet. i just thought she was tired but she was trying to build up the courage to tell me something. i parked in front of her dorm,glancing over at her. "iz we made it to your dorm." i shook her lightly. she looked at me,her lips pursed together. "what's wrong ma?"

"i gotta tell you sum.." "lemme guess..i look like squidward." i rolled my eyes playfully. she let out a nervous laugh. "no robb..i-i..i was gonna tell you i like you.." "i like you too iz." i responded. "n-no robb..like i got feelings for you.." she sighed. i stated at her,unable to respond. she raised her brows,indicating she was waiting for an answer.

"never mind robb..i'll see you in class." she sighed getting out of the car. i watched as she walked back to her dorm,wiping her face. i could still hear the disappointment lingering in her voice.

—

"robb!" stokeley yelled. "damn nigga why you yellin?" i frowned at him. "excuse the fuck outta me for being worried about you." stokeley said standing. "what's up with you?" he asked walking into my kitchen. "i was just thinking.." "well whatever you thinkin' about it must have you pressed.." he said pulling the hennessy bottle out of the fridge.

i noticed my phone going off and picked it up.

iz 💞 >> hey i'm sorry about the other night
iz 💞 >> i completely understand if you don't feel the same
iz 💞 >> it's cool if you don't wanna be friends anymore

i felt a pang in my heart as i red the messages. i didn't want to lose isabel. i cared about her more than i cared about anything. i just couldn't decipher if i felt the same. "oh you thinkin' bout iz?" stokeley chuckled returning back to his spot on the couch. "damn what happened?"

"she got feelins for me.." i mumbled resting my face in hand. "you don't like her back?" he asked,confusion panting his face. "ion know.." "what makes you unsure?" "i've never actually loved anyone...i ain't love my parents cuz they abandoned me.." i sighed. "you're afraid isabel is gonna do the same?" i shrugged. "what do you think about her?" "i think she's amazing. she's bad as fuck,she's like the sun - she's so bright. she's fuckin' adorable.." i started. "yeah you definitely like her..just hearing the way you talk about her is a obvious indication you like her.." "she said she don't wanna be friends anymore though.."

"you got her addy right?" i nodded. "go talk to her.." stokeley shrugged. "you a real one stokeley.." i said dapping him up. "you know i got yo back.." he smiled. i grabbed my keys before leaving stokeleys place. i started my car,sitting there for a moment. a felt a sense of anxiousness arising in me. i felt my phone buzz and took it out of my pocket.

ski💦 >> just tell her how you feel

i smiled slightly,putting my phone in the cup holder. i arrived at isabels dorm within ten minutes,as it wasn't far from my dorm. i stood and her dorm,taking a deep breath. i knocked on the door,patiently waiting for an answer. isabel opened the door,looking up at me. she stood in a pair of black nike shorts and a matching tube top. her hair was in a pony tail,a few of her black curls falling out it. "h-hey robb.." she mumbled.

"hey ma. can i come in?" she nodded, gesturing me in. i stepped in,watching as isabel closed the door. i saw a girl with mocha colored skin sitting on the couch watching what looked like game of thrones. "we can go to my room..jahlah don't wanna be bothered..." isabel murmured. i nodded, walking behind her. when we reached her room she closed the door,plopping down on her bed.

"so what's up?" she asked. "i'm sorry for what happened at the fair.." i sat next to her. isabel looked up at me. "i ain't mean to hurt ya feelings..i really didn't know what to say...i've never loved anyone iz...but i know i really like you.." before i could even look at isabel she had attached her lips to mine. i cupped her face,deepening the kiss. isabel climbed onto my lap before reattaching her lips to mine. i wrapped my arms around her,a small moan slipping past my lips.

when we pulled away from each other we were both panting. "you don't have to be afraid robb..i'll lead you and teach you everything you need to know..i'll be there when you need to vent or cry...i'll support everything you do..as long as you do the same for me.." "i promise i will..but right now i need you to take care of my boner.." isabel laughed.

— hey y'all. hope y'all enjoyed this chapter. i've been meaning to to this for a while but listening to that song just gave me this idea. tell me what you think. also thank y'all so much for 2,000 reads 🥳🥳. feel free to vote,comment and share. love y'all 💗