female kentrell — kenya gaulden
pairing: nbablueface
in which johnathan catches kenya cheating on him
kenya's pov
saturday afternoon // 2:57
sheyaa been constantly texting me for the last few days and it's become harder to resist him,especially when johnathans shrimp ass is basically ignoring me. i mean i'm glad he's making money but it's like he makes no time for me. we barely together and when we are he just want some pussy. i'm not his thotianna i'm his girl so is appreciate it if he treated me like it.
sheyaa >> why you ignoring me?
me >> i'm just going through some stuff right now
sheyaa >> maybe i could help you out with that
sheyaa >> maybe we could catch a movie or grab something to eat
me >> where you tryna go?
sheyaa >> don't worry bout it
sheyaa >> just put on sum nice i'm coming to get you in an hour
me >> ok see you then 💞
sheyaa >> 💗
i knew if johnathan found out about me and sheyaa he would be pissed off but sheyaa is everything i desire in johnathan. he acts like he loves me. he spends time with me,he don't treat me like i'm just some hoe he fucking on the side — even though that's kinda what sheyaa is. anyways that's not the point. the point is i'm talking to sheyaa on the side to get the things i want that johnathan won't give me.
i changed into a lace black bodysuit with matching black pants and open-toe pumps with ankle straps. i put my hair in a bun and put some hoop earring on and a gold necklace. i looked in the mirror, attempting a small smile but failing. i was excited to go out with sheyaa but i also felt the lingering since of guilt. guilt because i was cheating on johnathan because i couldn't communicate how i felt.
apparently i'd rather stay pressed and talk to sheyaa behind his back. i was jerked out of my thoughts but the sound of honking. i grabbed my michael kors purse before leaving the house,making sure to lock the door behind myself. i got into sheyaa's car, giving him a peck on the cheek.
sheyaa grabbed my face,kissing my lips. it took me by surprise but i kissed back nonetheless. when sheyaa pulled away i panted softly. "hey sheyaa.." i mumbled putting my seat belt on. "hey baby." he smiled slightly. "i feel like i ain't seen you in a minute." i let out a small laugh.
"you gon tell me where we goin'?" "for me to know and you to find out." i rolled my eyes. "don't catch no attitude babygirl.." sheyaa rested his hand on my thigh, squeezing it slightly. sheyaa kept trying to make small talk with me but my thoughts kept dragging me away from him. my mind kept drifting back to johnathan and how he would feel if he found out.
"what's up wit you? you mighty quiet." "just a lot on my mind.." i sighed. "you can tell me if you want." "nah i'm okay.." we pulled up to a cheesecake factory. "i rented the place out for us." "really?" i asked looking at sheyaa. he was too nice to me,especially since i was playing him.
"sheyaa are you sure about this?" "why wouldn't i be?" sheyaa opened my car door. i stepped out,grabbing my purse. "i don't know..this just a lot..we not even dating sheyaa.." i have him a concerned look. "i cant treat you?" "i-i mean you can do whatever you want sheyaa it's just i don't deserve this.." "just have lunch with me." he ask pouting slightly. he's too cute he's really bout to make me cry.
"a-aight..at least let me pay though." "hell to the fucking no." sheyaa opened the restaurant door for me. "please?" i begged him. "what i just say?" i sighed, knowing sheyaa wasn't going to let me pay. "right this way." the waiter gave us a kind smile. my guilt sank deeper as each moment passed.
i cant believe sheyaa did all of this for me and he doesn't even know he's my side piece. after we were seated i looked at the menu even though in complete honesty i wasn't hungry at all. i wanted to go back home and cry my eyes out. "you good?" i nodded. "yeah..just surprised.." i mumbled. "why surprised?" "i cant believe you did all this for me..i really don't deserve this sheyaa.."
"you deserve the world kenya.." i could feel tears welling up in my eyes. i felt my phone buzzing and picked it up.
johnathan 💗 >> where tf you at?
johnathan 💗 >> ya betta bring that ass home
johnathan 💗 >> imma come get you if you not here in the next 30 minutes
johnathan 💗 >> don't forget about that tracking device on yo phone
"sheyaa i'm really sorry but i have to go.." "we ain't even eat yet.." "i know i'm so sorry.." i whispered grabbing my bag and leaving. i quickly called an uber,waiting for them outside the cheesecake factory. i was hoping sheyaa wouldn't come look for be but of course he did. "where you goin'? do you need me to take you back home?" "n-no sheyaa i'm fine.." i whimpered looking away from him.
"are you sure?" "i'm fine sheyaa i promise.." i sighed when the uber pulled up,quickly getting in. i glanced at sheyaa once more before the uber left. seeing the hurt in his face made me feel horrible. "i'm so stupid.." i whispered wiping my tears. when i arrived back home i made my way into the house,sniffling and wiping my tears.
"where were you?" johnathan ask crossing his arms. "i was out.." i mumbled unable to look at him. "wit who?" "no one.." i whined trying to get away from him. i ain't feel like talking and he was being annoying as hell right now. i walked passed him,attempting to walk up the stairs. johnathan grabbed my wrist,pulling me back. "don't catch an attitude with me girl..i'll hurt ya feelins.." i rolled my eyes at him.
"what i just say bout that attitude?" johnathan wrapped a hand around my neck. i looked up at him,tears in my eyes. "let go of me.." i whined pushing him back. "ion know who you pushing for one and two,who the fuck you talkin' to?" johnathan tightened his grip on my neck. "let go johnathan!!" i yelled yanking his hand from my neck
hot tears streamed down my face as i looked up at johnathan. his mouth was slightly open,surprise painting his face. "what the fuck is wrong with you?" johnathan frowned. "you! i'm tired of yo shit! you constantly gone and you leave me here alone! you never make time for me and when you here you just wanna fuck! i'm not some hoe you can fuck when you want i'm yo damn girlfriend!" i cried.
johnathans surprised look turned to a look of sympathy. johnathan pulled me into a hug,letting me cry into his chest. before i knew it he had picked me up and carried us to our room. "i ain't know you felt that way kenya.." johnathan said holding me in his lap. "i don't wanna be your thotianna johnathan...i wanna be your girl.." i whispered. "you'll always be my girl.." johnathan muttered pulling me in for a kiss. this kiss was the best because it was full of everything i'd been searching for — johnathans love and compassion.
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